I just realised that so many days had passed, I'd not blogged for around more than a week. :S Proper post now.
A lot of things happened. I don't wish to say about anything which is related to my love life here, as there are going to be some busybodies, coming to ask me what had happened and so. -.-, annoying. It's also none of your business, (: Want know about what had happened ? Beg me, i may consider telling you. (: Don't be a busybody okay, its not good. :D Like as usual, went over to Hweelin's house to stay overnight.
After school, Alexea called me. -.-, got some problems. Say dearest & me spammed his blog, Zzz. We have nothing better to do is it? Hacking the friendster account, although yeah ***** & me did, but that was like 3 to 4 months ago?! Than now come rake up the past, -.- I think is cause you're not happy that time my Gan-daddy put knife at your face right. -.- , okay Never mind. Seriously wasted around 2-3 hours just for that problem. Felix called me, then i went down and reached membina court around 4+ , slacked. Saw Jeremy son, Ray son, Dylan, Jian Yong & co playing basketball. Thus i watched for awhile, than my sister called me. Asked me what happened just now, then i told her everything. Saw Wenkeat, he accompanied me slack and wait for Felix, Hweelin, Tiancheng, Tristan, Timothy, Peng guang to come down meet me. Then ton-ed at Henderson waves, headed to plaza sing. to walk around first, then go telok blangah. Saw Papa's friend, stunt tio sia ! He ask me why so late still around there, then i say go friend's house, ha. Than went to drink some water, headed to Henderson waves. Its so damn cold in the middle of the night there ! Morning went to Tiancheng's house, played poker and so. Fell asleep, while the rest went off. Slept till around 3plus, went to Hweelin's aunt house. Walked around, went to muslims house to makan and celebrate Hari Raya. The food was kinda yummy:D than went back hweelin's aunt house. Watched TV, then dozed off... Around 10+ , hweelin's mum woke us up, and we cabbed home. Bathed & stuffs, listened to songs. Then fell asleep, sleeping day. Then sunday , troubles started. Don't feel like talking about it anymore. Over, let bygones be bygones. I'm happy that boy is not angry with me. And I'm back, knowing how much i love boy. I realised I'm not used to not receiving his goodnight messages, his words, him playing basketball, him talking to me. Oh ya, actually meeting boy at basketball court on Saturday night, intended to play match with him. But i know confirm will lose, ha. Than i dozed off... Sorry! Let you get mosquito bite, eeks. F*** the mosquito man ! Than kept apologising to boy. Boy finally say nvm, he not angry already. I tell him i never play the dare&dare game anymore. :D He say i guai. :D Heh, than Sunday... I don't wish to talk about it.
To F**** ,
sorry. seriously sorry, i didn't mean to hurt you. hweelin told me not to break with you. some more I'm your 1st stead, i really tried to forget boy. but as days go on, i tried but i cant help myself from thinking of him, and i think its unfair to you. i did thought of lasting with you. but sorry. i cant help it. maybe your friends are right, I'm evil? if you guys want, then find me bahs... put everything, blame everything on me. please don't go and disturb boy. i don't want him to get into any trouble. and its not worth it to cut for me. maybe you can say i bhb, but ... just don't cut anymore. don't waste your precious time, energy and blood for me. find a girl better, outside there are many. (: and, yes. we can still be good friends if you want okay. cheer up, I'm sorry for everything i did. forget about those unhappy memories with me(: , live your life happily OK.
To Boy,
i really love you. as time goes by, i realised i can't forget you. i tried forgetting you, i tried erasing you off my mind, but i just couldn't. i know that you're those tiongxim types, but there are a lot of girls crazy over you. i just want you to know, how much i love you. when you told me you still remember my birthday, i was seriously very happy. I'm very happy whenever i receive your message. sometimes when you didn't message me, I'll feel so uncomfortable. sometimes when you don't believe me, i always tried my utmost to convince you. but no matter what, bear it in mind the one i love is you.