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I'm Jesmine, 14 this year in bishan park sec.
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Monday, July 21, 2008Monday, July 21, 2008
I'm seriously not in the mood to type anything out, but aiya since i'm bored i just type out. I didn't went to school today, not in the mood to go for school cuz i know i will be like friday, crying out & telling jazreel lesbo every of my feelings. I prefer that, no one knows about my feeling & i'm alone. That's pretty good, i can imagine. Cutting is the best, but those people told me not to cut. & Those people are pretty important to me, Lanjiaobin`Babydear`Xingan`Emosiao`Darling`Junxiang`Sharonjie`Ahger`Willabelle and more. I can't imagine what's happening in my life now. I'm really very depressed, why not i just go out to those normal roads and let the cars bang me. I think its pretty exciting & fun. Well, Sometimes i just can't forget you. People pls understand, thanks. I'm really trying real hard to forget him, so long never cut already, so long never cry out so loud, so long never cry infront of teacher, so long never emo in class, so long never! Sigh, maybe i should just die, stop torturing me. Please avoid me, don't let me see you please. I really thank you if you never appear in my life, cuz i know i'll be happier. But what to do, its fate. Perhaps fate made us ain't meant to be, but i don't blame fate. We're just not meant. Perhaps you will be happier with her, go ahead & last long. I hope you, won't hurt him, thank you very much. After school ends, i went opposite school to meet Rkycia xingan, Xinyi babydear, Chunsen emosiao, Michelle zuiai, Tracy darling, Zhiyong there. & slacked around @ the bus-stop till like almost one hour, saw many familiar faces around. Oh my gosh, tomorrow i'll be in trouble, i guess. Well never mind, since my father allows. [: Cool man, my father allows piercings too. (: After slacking around, saw sooguan. Well, as usual he teased around again. Then ya i saw him, i saw her too but i didn't talk to her. Ahger & Willabelle was like cheering me up , thanks. Then yea, went to amk hub, had pepper lunch & after which we went to walk around amk hub till around 7. Then emosiao went off, cabbed down rky's house. Then slacked awhile, so funny xia. Rky & me was like playing with our stud, hoping the teachers won't catch us. She was taking out her ball on the stud, which i didnt dare though i pierced earlier than her. She managed to took out the ball, then she tried taking out the stopper and barbell, took out & she managed to put back. Wow, its so lucky. I tried too, also can! Then xingan & me was like, keep on Hi-5 ! :D Heheh , so happyyyy, [: Look @ our childish conver, babydear & me. XiiiinYii-EE{: , says: WHAT ME AGN?! XiiiinYii-EE{: , says: WHAT IS THIS MANSXZ. Jesmine says: HAHAHAHHHHHH/ YOU'REALLY AHLIANWHATT XiiiinYii-EE{: , says: Kuku siols. XiiiinYii-EE{: , says: Ahlian lar. XiiiinYii-EE{: , says: LIP PIERCING SMRE. Jesmine says: Yeahs you lur, eyebrow tongue smileyyy XiiiinYii-EE{: , says: LIP MORE LIAN LEA. Jesmine says: eyebrow more liaan XiiiinYii-EE{: , says: Like real/. XiiiinYii-EE{: , says: ANYHOOOOOOW. Jesmine says: REALLY LORRRR, WHR GOT ANYHOW Jesmine says: SEE MYPM, I GONNA CHANGE XiiiinYii-EE{: , says: -.- XiiiinYii-EE{: , says: KUKUKUKU~~ XiiiinYii-EE{: , says: KUKUKU!!! Jesmine says: HEHEHEH idc. you more ahlian lur Jesmine says: ppl will know you have all this piercings!! Jesmine says: cuz my pm, wohoho XiiiinYii-EE{: ,says: No one will read. XiiiinYii-EE{: , says: BOOOOO, ! Jesmine says: hahah XiiiinYii-EE{: , says: kiddd , Sounds weird. XiiiinYii-EE{: , says: THAT FAGGOT Jesmine says: LOL!!! XiiiinYii-EE{: , says: HAHHAS Jesmine says: YOU REALLY MORE AHLIAN LUR XiiiinYii-EE{: , says: NOOOOOO XiiiinYii-EE{: , says: YOU MANSXZ. Jesmine says: REALLY LAR, SERIOUSLY YOU MRE AHLIAN Jesmine says: YOU MRE WUJI EHHH XiiiinYii-EE{: , says: SUMPA YOU MORE LIAN XiiiinYii-EE{: , says: I WUJI ? NONO XiiiinYii-EE{: , says: YOU MORE WUJI LEA Jesmine says: SUMPA GUA JI GUA LAMPA YOU MORE LIAN Jesmine says: I WHR GOT WUJI , EYEBROW I ALSO SCARE LEA XiiiinYii-EE{: , says: SIA LA. XiiiinYii-EE{: , says: LIAN SAY PEOPLE LIAN XiiiinYii-EE{: , says: BUT THN YOU PIERCE LIP LEA> Jesmine says: BUT YOU PIERCE EYEBROW AND SMILEY LEA Jesmine says: I DONT DARE LEA! XiiiinYii-EE{: , says: LIP LEA XiiiinYii-EE{: , says: LIIIIIIP LEA Jesmine says: lol i bwg. but you rly more lian Jesmine says: its the fact mansx dear Jesmine says: accept the reality ! XiiiinYii-EE{: , says: Seriously , you're more lian XiiiinYii-EE{: , says: SERIOUSLY LAR. Jesmine says: I SERIOUSLY, HEREBY SAY JESMINECHEW AIN'T ANY AHLIANS OUTSIDE THE STREET. LIAUXINYI IS. Jesmine says: LIAUXINYI'S AN AHLIAN, THAT SCOLDS THOSE VULGARITIES OUTSIDE THE STREET, Jesmine says: & HER MANNERISM SUCK, LIKE THOSE GANGSTERS OUTSIDE Jesmine says: GANGSTERISM MANNERS. Jesmine says: JESMINECHEW AINT ANY LIANS [: XiiiinYii-EE{: , says: O_O XiiiinYii-EE{: , says: YOU're DEFINITELY A LIAn. XiiiinYii-EE{: , says: WHN PEOPLE STARES AT YOU , VULGARITIES START T COME OUT. Jesmine says: heheh im not. & I HEREBY SAY XINYI'S DEFINATELY MORE LIAN. NO POINT DENYING NOR ARGUEING, CUZ ITS THE FACT. Jesmine says: EVERYONE AGREESSSS W ME :D Funny?! :D She's more lian. (: |