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I'm Jesmine, 14 this year in bishan park sec.
I love my family, bff, & girlfriends.
I'm so in love with bikes, photography & ******. (:
19.11.95. : D
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Tuesday, July 15, 2008Tuesday, July 15, 2008
Hello girl ah, you're such a hypocrite! Follow ahger dearest's phrase, " Fuck Off From My Life Ah! " I seriously am so disappointed in you, time & time i trusted you but time by time my trust for you faded. Okay, am too fedup. Don't xialan, paiseh my mood ain't that good. A tight slap is just a moment away, i'm really stressed out. Everyones saying about my love life. So what's the problem now sials? Outsiders, please keep your mouth shut if you don't know anything. Third party, i don't know what you want. Why in front of me, tell me to forget him tell me he's not worth. Then behind my back, talk to him till so close? Yeah, i admit i'm jealous. I tends to get jealous easily right, people close to me should know. & You're like still talking so close to him, i don't know what you want. Maybe you see us not patching up, you're so happy. Do you know that there's one guy waiting for you, it's been months okay & you hurt him once & once again. Why so jihong? I give you face, never write down yr name openly if not yr name confirm smelly. Stfu, & Get lost in my life. Can't you just leave our relationship alone? Why ask me whether we patch already or not, is that your problem? Oh you told me you were just asking, out of concern? HYPOCRITE SIOL. Okay, i don't know lar. Just count yrself lucky, seriously. Bo wei gong, cos you guilty mahs!Yeah lar, go tell him to tk a look in my blog alrights? {: Go tell lar hor, i already tell Mark about my blog. You want say what, you say bah. Mark that lanjiaoboy so funny sial! I harrassed him today!:D He told me, in front of Mr Retnam he shouted like a mad one ^^ , Heheh. Thanks lar thanks lar. :) & People out there, Mark ain't flirt, Mark ain't a hongster worsh. :D That time i joking , lols ! XP So yeah, Mark I helped you hor. Don't say i make yr name smelly again. {: Weiquan, maybe that time seriously i hurt you? I don't know, what i can say is i'm sorry. Sorry for the past, i already swear i won't be the one asking for break already. &You're still talking to the third party. Yeah, i told you ler i'm JEALOUS. Why i'm jealous, cos i love you! Maybe you wouldn't believe me anymore, but i can say i love you. Believe me or not, that's yr trust to me. If you trust me, then believe me when i say iloveyou, cus i really meant what i said. If you don't want to patch, just tell me the truth, don't give me fake hopes cus i really don't wish to lose you time by time. Remembered what you said last time, asking me in friendster comment, " Would you be mine for the rest of your life? " Now, i'm 100% sure my answer would be yes. I want you to be mine, forever. ETERNITY. Perhaps i shall give you more time, to think... Weiquan iloveyou, Sky i'm deeply sorry. Okay, sky sent me a msg that i didn't wanted to reply. Cos i know whatever i reply he will be hurt. But, i really thank him for all his understandings & blessings. This's what he sent, " You may think i was playing all the while, but now that you've moved on, i can't force myself to lie to you anymore, hate me all you want, i really do love you that's why i choose to ignore you, cause i choose to make you leave me, cause i know i can't bring you happiness, and to me loving someone is to bring her happiness, hais. Since i can't do it, i ain't fit to love you. Sorry for all those nightmares i didn't know it would happen. Sorry for everything. Last long with weiquan alrights. Promise me now, lessen those tears of yours. You look nicer smiling, even if your hair is messy. I'll be gone by next week. That's a truth you gotta accept. (: Move on my love. " & What i replied him was, " Weiquan & Me haven't patch, but i love him. Sorry, do takecare. " Okay, i was crying all the way when i type all these words Sky sent to me. Alright, i'll move on. Weiquan, say you love me, is it so difficult? I want you, to be mine forever. & Seriously thanks everyone for cheering me up, especially sharon jie, chunsen emosiao & nellie. :) big thanks to them. weiquan i really love you. |