Alright, i didn't did any much today. As usual lessons went out, okay i'm seriously unhappy with my results of science class test ( failed by one mark ) what the fuck(!) First period was Maths, everything went on smoothly & i can cope with the topics quite alright now. After maths was science, alright i don't understand a single bit gosh. I don't understand anything, at all(!) After science was recess, alright i ate & thanks kahsiang my dearest alibaba gaypartner, He gave me a $10 note, & He told me to buy 3 bottles of Ice Lemon Tea, & 2 Bottles of Ice Peach Tea. & the change he gave me eh(!) Hahaha, thanks for the 2 bottles of ice peach tea yo(!) Went for media studies, dozed off but Mr Robin didn't caught me. After media studies was art, pretty fun today(!) First time, i heard someone saying art was fun(!) After Art was chinese period gosh(!) No mood all the way, reasons ya have. After that, cried during lunch. Don't ask why , thankyou. After all the lessons, went amk there with ahger, willabelle and chunsen to makan. Came back to school, slacked @ central staircase there. Okay, my water all drooled to Alfred's painting yo(!) After that went to met xingan after her netball training then we went to find xinyi @ her school. Bus-ed to amk hub, & swapped! 2 Deals already(!) Claps* for Jesmine, nah just joking. Erms alright then, after that went to eat dinner @ food court. Alright, we seem so gross. & Yea , we vomited water plus food out. (!!!) We played a game, scissors paper stone, odd one out shall drink the water(!) & Guess what's the water's ingredients yo(!) Its, vomited out vegetables, clam, chilli, sausage, plasters(!) Gosh, its so grosssssss. Heh, we laughed our hearts out alright! Xingan & Me Hi-5 again yo(!) & I forgotten, mixed with aloe vera peach, has the flavour of peach(!) Alright, we ain't that gross to even eat up those ingredients(!)

Lanjiao bin, seriously thanks fr being here & thr fr me. I really love you lots, thanks fr cheering me up. Thanks fr lending me a shoulder to lean, thank you very much. Seriously if you tell me to forget him now, you know i can't. & I'm trying really very hard to forget him, but i really can't/. I know when time passes, memories of him will be cleared of from my mind i know i can do that. But give me sometime, i really am breaking down. Nobody knows how i'm feeling, seriously nobody knows. I lost contact w/. that guy, just to patch w/. him. I was too naive to trust him when he told me he still love me, perhaps that's called puppy love. Perhaps, i'm too naive , tianzhen. Maybe i can't forget him now, but i believe day by day if i stop thinking i will forget. But i seriously, fucking don't want to see him. Seeing him really makes me have the cutting temptations. It's been ages since i last cut, you should know i usually says cutting doesn't solve the problems. But this time round, i really want to cut though cutting doesn't solve any problem. Girl, please stop talking to me & the best concern you can give me, is to leave me alone. Tell him not to appear in front of me, & don't talk to me. I appreciate that very much okay. & I really broke down, when Hairul tell me you also cut i really can't stand it! Why am i so idiotic, why am i so dumb, why am i so evil. Lanjiao bin, why cuz of me you cut. SIAOOOOOOO ! Not worth it alright, don't cut anymore. I can't promise you i'll stop cutting but i can promise you if there's any troubles or problems, i'll tell you kay. Don't worry for me, i cry is really uncontrollable. Take good care of yrself sweet one. You're my lanjiao bin forever & ever.


HAPPY 13TH YEAR OLD LANJIAO BIN! :)

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Ahger, i don't wannt lose you. You're one of my closest friend, i don't want to lose you over small matters...
Xingan, thanks fr being here fr me. [: