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I'm Jesmine, 14 this year in bishan park sec.
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Thursday, July 31, 2008Thursday, July 31, 2008
Alright readers, my keyboard is spoilt. I won't be blogging so often, till i get my new keyboard. Currently using on-screen keyboard, its not very fang bian.? Hoho. Had quite a fun day today, with my dearest ones. Went to art room after school, did my art. & Aftermath went to the canteen and slacked for awhile as zhihao needs to go for his maths. Then xinyi came, met her. Then awhile zhihao come meet us at bus-stop. Cab-ed to plaza sing. Watched golden village, movie. " Money not enough II " . Watch it, fucking touching & comedy. You can cry, also can laugh. Trust me, very nice show(!) Heheh :P thats all... tk'cares ppl.
Wednesday, July 30, 2008Wednesday, July 30, 2008
Didn't went for training in the end, thinking about the pain i was bearing. What's the point of going training, i'll in the end be sititing alone there in the dojo looking at others train. =.= Alright, its pointless to say anything here, i only want my loved ones to see what i'm facing. I'll post on my private blog. (; Ask me to invite you, but i might not. Depends on who you're. (; Went to school's bus-stop & met jazreel and zhihao. Cab-ed to mayflower sec, met xinyi & cab-ed to amk hub. Went to food court, to makan. Was laughing all the way can, then went to walk around while jazreel went off. When walking around, saw Dewei & one guy. So funny okay, xinyi shouted " Dewei " . Then he turned back with that guy, then walk his way again. Then in the end, he stalk us. =.= Xinyi is an ahlian can. Dewei say zhihao walk like as if central is his zai. Then, xinyi shouted then is your zai mehs. =.= The conver, : Xinyi: Eh then is your zai mehs? =.= Dewei: Ya, my zai lah. Xinyi: Here is hub lea. Dewei: Eh you don't xialan lah. I talking to that boy, not you. Xinyi: So, ? Is you don't loulan lah hor. You saying my friend lea, cb. Dewei: Mai guailan lah hor ccb. Xinyi: Eh diam lah, you know keehong or not? Ccb, fucking sialan eh you. I talking to you. Dewei: You girl i don't want scold. Diam. Xinyi: Then now what you want? I xialan guailan hur? Slap me lah, my face here. Let you slap, you try slap lorsxzc. Dewei: Walked away, =.= Ehs lame can, why stalk us sia.Want talk then talk lah. =.= Then we went walk around, saw royce ahkor there outside mac. Then took bus 88, went j8 while zhihao went home. Went j8, walk around. Another guailan one, acting big. =.= LOLS Then alright, that's all. Then xinyi's uncle sent me home again. thanks. going sch tmr. tired(!) bye.
Tuesday, July 29, 2008Tuesday, July 29, 2008
Yeah, i didn't went for school today. What's going wrong with my life! Why doesn't i feels like going to school. Why am i changing. I can't concentrate on studies, alright people i had closed my labret piercing officially. And, definately i'm gonna have it repierced in the holidays, i swear. I didn't went to school, as my leg was very pain very pain extremely pain and painful very very. And, during randori someone ankle block-ed me tons of times, and missed. So the impact goes to my ankle, i shan't say who it is if not i would make the person guilty. I know randoris are like this, but its really pain. And, perhaps i'm going to see doctor later. And, as well as the muscle aches i'm having now. After i stood up, i can't sit down as my muscles on my thighs are really pain. I know it ain't a excuse, but its really very pain. But how pain it is, i'm gonna meet xinyi for sure. 2 days never see her already, kinda weird. I have to study. I need to study. I want to study. I tried to study.
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
Nothing much happened today, i woke up late at 6.50 am & I rushed the hell out. And so, yeah fortunately i managed to get school in time. ;) Lessons went on as usual, maths was the first lesson of the day. Alright, had a worksheet & discussed it for the lesson on angles. After maths, was science. We copied notes and corrections for the lesson as science class test for chapter 10 is scheduled on this upcoming Friday. Mr Sim let the class off early, for about 10 minutes! So we have more than enough time, to eat our things. & Yolande's trying to be funny, asking Mr Sim some stupid questions. Here's the conversation. Mr Sim: Alright, class you may pack up your things and get ready to go off for your recess. Yolande: Mr Sim, you where got so good let us off for early recess? Some more 10 minutes! Mr Sim: If not you want to be late for recess for 10 minutes? Yolande: You confirm got motive want! Mr Sim: (Laughs) After recess was Media Studies, dozed off during the lesson. As usual, Mr Robin woke me up. Excused, as i told him i was not feeling well. Got woke up, didn't feel like sleeping anymore. Thus i carried on with photo shop work. Had to decorate a blank document, thus i drew something natural. & Myself, is satisfied with the work i did. I drew natural things, like grass & skies. Its really marvellous, i enjoyed very much. After Media Studies, was Art. I have fun doing art nowadays, don't know what's inside my brain or anything changing my mind turning to like art. Went for art lesson, Miss Tan wasn't there anymore, sad! Mdm Lai returned, & back to the square like term one. Okay, today is simply not my day i guess. I cut myself, twice due to carelessness. One of my wound is somehow deep. Continued carving out the lino sheet. Time's up, & went for mother tongue. Raoshun was being "kind" , he let me copied his Chinese comprehension open ended. ;) But in the end, i guess I'm being evil! I told the teacher what he wrote on the paper, that makes me laugh all the way! Guess what he wrote, " I'm not the writer, how would i know the answer? " Isn't it hilarious, & he got scolding all the way for around 15 minutes. Blame me, ;) HEEHAW. I still left time for me to revise, thus i revised on science. As i didn't even understood a single bit of the chapter, but now at least i have the concept of it. Hope i would not flunk my class test for science. Look what a good girl am i now, but seriously i don't have the mood to study neither do i bother to study. But i have no choice, i want to make mama proud! So i don't need to go further studies in America, I'll miss my friends! ;) After Chinese, was common dismissal time. Announcements were displayed, and after that was lunch break. Oh ya, during cdt Choy was nagging. =.=' Lunch break, was kinda fun. After lunch break was English period. Had to mark our own preposition exercises, Jazreel didn't came to school as she was sick thus Zhihao sited at her place which was just beside me. & I had to helped him mark his, & he's being emotional again there. =.=' Cheer up! , We'll be here for you alright! After quite a while, i admit i was bored and sleepy. But i doesn't wants to doze off again, hence i took out my ear piece & listened to music. After a short while, Zhihao took out too. & We're listening to our music, cool. ;) After English, I went to opposite school & bought thing for Zhihao to eat cause he needs to clean his Chinese classroom. Wow, gangster got caught. (laughs) Went junction 8 after that, cab-ed there from school. Walked around, met Geraldine, Siti Farah & Debbie there for a short while & went off. Zhihao & me went to food junction, we ate pepper lunch there. Saw Kevin, Abby, Colin, Yna & Co there. Then after eating, we went to the popular bookstore. I bought myself, some stationary. Went to the interchange, & bus-ed home. Reached home around 6 o'clock. Perhaps this is quite a day that i went home so early. Okay, bye people. Oh ya, Mr Yeo caught me. My lip piercing, oh gosh. I want to take my piercing out already, i mean for my lips. But i can't bear, cause for me the pain of lip piercing is really painful. WO BU SHE DE TAKE OUT LEY. As long as school hours i take out can already what, =.=
Monday, July 28, 2008Monday, July 28, 2008
Tsy's food, i don't know how to say. But its korean food, :D Also quite nice, (!) Xinyi's kimchi korean noodles, not nice lah(!) Mine nicer right?? My dinner, (!) Thai cuisine, nice right? Yummy(!) Xingan's lip stud dropped, thus like that(!) But she's cute right? :D (I helped xinyi & tsy to take their picture, cool right? I'm a photographer yo(!) BHB!) Same kind of bond, same kind of love, & the same kind of caps(!) This awesome pigs are gonna last forever, :D - SUNDAY I woke up at around 1 o'clock, bathed & prepare. Called xinyi, then met her downstairs her house. Went to amk hub, she finally have a phone of technology in the century of 21st. Wow, marvellous,! After meeting her, went to wait for bus. We missed two buses(!) as we were too engrossed seeing each other's phones. Bus-ed to amk hub, geraldine called me. Miss-ed call, i didn't heard the music blasting. So sorry okay, then i used xinyi's phone to call back. She's at mac with liqian. Went to find her for less than 5 minutes, & went off after that to amk hub. Called rkycia, asked her where were she. Meet her, michelle, & tsy after amk hub at bugis. Went to the basement, bought things to eat in the cab. Cabb-ed to Bugis, i paid one-quarter of the fare only(!) Wow, laughs. Then ate my sushi in the cab, wow we camwhored & it was funny can. After that reached bugis, went to sakae & met them. Chit chatted awhile, michelle went off thus left tsy, rkycia, xinyi & me. Went to walk around, Oh ya i didn't mentioned. I bought a same kind of pouch with xinyi(!) Bought it from wallet shop in bugis junction, haha(!) I wasn't left with much money, lucky my credit card still have some money. So i used my card, haha. :D Went to walk around, in M)phosis & I didn't found the flip flop i was looking for. Went around walking, decided to take neo-prints(!) Took neo-prints, we look so funny can. Awesome pigs in action yo,(!) After neo-printing, we camwhored followed by taking a look in this shop, called " Messy " . Rkycia & tsy bought the backpack, that i was also going to buy i think.(If Xinyi's buying) Cuz rkycia & tsy buy black color, i was preparing to buy grey. Cuz i think it suits me more, but i didn't bought it in the end. Then zhiyong came after that, oh ya(!) Then tsy, xinyi & me doesn't wants to be lightbulbs, thus we left them alone & went to have our dinner. Waved bye to them, & we went to food junction to eat. Alright, nice okay! The food there. Haha. =D HAPPY 4 months zhiyong & rky ! Last even longer alright, :D -Monday Headed to school, at least i woke up on time(!) Went to prepare & reached school around 8 o'clock. Slacked there, and studied. At least i did studied right(!) Had mathematics test, hope i can top the class(!) Concentrated on geog today, quite boring for science lesson cuz i don't even understand a single bit(!) After school, went for judo training. Okay, its been ages since i last went. Quite tough, can say. & After judo training, i went to amk hub to find xinyi. Met her, & Went to ate our dinner, saw jueyin. Then went to k-pool & talk to jueyin awhile. She quite cute(!) Haha, saw monster they all there too. Then when slacking at staircase, at the food court there, walaooo. Monster pulled my hair, scold me si gina. Idiot sia, hahas. Xinyi's uncle sent me home, thanks for the ride! & People, i'm getting my sony camera soon(!) thanks mummy i love you ! that's all. hahas, i shall blog tomorrow or what. fucking tired, but just wanted to blog out. haha.
Saturday, July 26, 2008Saturday, July 26, 2008
Everything's gonna change Alright, i zilian-ed with emosiao today quite much. (; Made my day today, thanks peepos. Around 3plus went to meet lanjiao bin, with Hairul & Taufiq. Then saw Xingan & orh jiao there. Then slack & played at arcade. Okay, quite happy. After that, zy went off. Xingan, Zhenxiang, Tsy, Kokhow, Xinni, Chunsen & me went to fish & co to eat. Quite happy, same like that time. Played the game of water again, this time was even more gross with chilli, magarine & all. Yuck it out, i didn't drank it, so did xingan & tsy. Poor thing lanjiao bin. Hohoho, then went off after that, went j8 had a haircut ! Oh gosh , i don't want go school lerrrrrrr lahhhh ! So not nice , but emosiao insist its nice omg . How ?! Help me ! After haircut went to eat ice-cream, & walk around. Went to mini-toons & get myself a hp strap cuz i spoilt one long ago. ! & Bought monkey with emosiao ;) Hehehs , nice day i got today. Tomorrow would be a shopping spree perhaps, with babydear ! Love her miss her ! That's all , i don't feel like posting anyway , i'm tired .
Saturday, July 26, 2008
Chunsen, that distant emosiao which made my day. ;) I took quite many photos with my dearest emosiao, oh gosh i had a haircut ! Shit mansxz , i think it's ugly but emosiao thinks its nice yo ! ;) How sial ? I don't want go school lah! My hair sucks now! Had heart-to-heart talk with emosiao, at junction 8. (A secret place) Laugh, i'll post other things in a new post ! This post is for you lah, Teo Chun Sen ! Stop being emotional too, (;
Friday, July 25, 2008Friday, July 25, 2008
I'm lazy to post yesterday, real tired. Thus i called Jun Xiang lao lao lao kor post for me. I tell him anyhow post, LOL ! Alright , i'll not post any unhappiness in my blog anymore . & Oh ya , i forget to say something . Don't comment on my blog , thank you ! Ehs please lar hor , this is my blog , my rights so please shut yr mouth ! ;) Shanice didn't replied my msg , not sure if still meeting her or not . Watch Dark Knight already , so bored ! LOL, then now tsy'sister asked me want go watch or not. Xiala, watched once already ley ! LOL , But i want meet her , so most probably meeting yo ! & Lanjiao bin, Taufiq & Hairul . Hahars , my blog's not going to be emotional anymore yo ! Wow , jesmine might be closing her lip piercing ! Not sure , it's because of judo ! I'm afraid that when randori , or what the barbell kena ! , then i mati mansxz ! A million of thanks to Sharon laolao jie & Jun Xiang laolaolao kor ! , they gave me lots of advices , they're there for me when i needed them , thanks .! Alright , i just went to take a look at Geraldine's blog. She said about a bitch, i don't know who's that , well perhaps i misunderstood or what lah hor . I also don't want care already , & I can say i still love him ! But i won't snatch him away , last long ! I give you & him millions of blessings ! ;) I cut-ed for chunsen , cos he cut for me . Junxiang laolaolao kor cut for me, so honoured. Eh don't cut again ! ;) No more cutting yo ! Alright , end here then ! Labels: Better in time
Friday, July 25, 2008
XIANG HERE
JESMINE! pls wake up your ideas and all.. seriously... i know wadever i say is of no use.. but i dun mind wasting my energy saying and saying over and over again.. cos i wan u to wake up... serious.... even your PW oso got him... HOW THE **** u goin to forget abt him... haiz.. i oso.. i just cant forget abt her completely... and she smsed me ytd... i dunno wad she wan.... wan to let go or not??? i'm seriously ****ING confused... but seriously.. i still got A BIT of feeling for her!! HAIZ!!! i'm confused la... i dunno wad to do!!! haiz... tell me wad to do??? BUT U!!!! can u wake up to your sense??? he dun worth your love at all... there are so many better guys out there... why must u give up the whole forest cos of 1 tree?? why u wan to be a well frog? onli see tat small opening of the well? not seeing those ppl ard u.. who cared abt u? like me??? and your jie?? WE CARED ABT U!! SERIOUSLY!! haiz.. i'm tired now... i goin sleep... i dunno wad to write oso.. not like u.. can write TILL SOOO SUPER LONG... i'm not so creative like u.. lol.. ok... i go offline already.. i go sleep le... nite.... CHEER UP!!!!!!!!!!
Thursday, July 24, 2008Thursday, July 24, 2008
Alright, today was quite a day for me. Thanks okay, Junxiang laolaokor for saving my day! After school, went opposite school to wait for xiang. Then i did my homework, after that we went to basketball court, saw lots of familiar friends. Then slack-ed there, till 4 plus ehs . Then went to amk hub, watched Dark Knights wid zhihao bro, petrina couple, edwin, & xinyi babydear. Throughout the show, i give a rating of 7/10. :) Quite nice, but violent & scary yo. Joking & fooling around wid them, hehehs so funny can. I don't wish to talk more, :) That's all.
Wednesday, July 23, 2008Wednesday, July 23, 2008
Alright, confirmed! I'll be meeting Shanice this saturday! Looking much forward to it alright, its been ages since i last met her! Wow, i'm so elated that i'll be meeting her. :) Xinyi babydear, thanks. :) Alright i'll be going to school tomorrow confirmed! If not i'm gonna prepared to hear scoldings. Junxiang, you know my feelings? You tell me not to cut, you think got so easy! I know, cutting only refers to attention seekers but this time round it's really uncontrollable. That's why i resort to cutting, i'm sure you'll understand right? I will try to :), but i always will end up :(. Haisssssssssssss
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
I'm sorry. & Ya , i know myself the most. I know what i'm doing is right or wrong. & Ya, i know i cut myself & it's absolutely wrong. But i choosen this choice myself, i know some people had cut for me too. Don't follow me, i know its wrong yet i choose to do it. It's because i know, i really need some time to forget him. Why are my posts all so emotional, thanks people for some talks to me. Thanks xinni that lanjiao bin, for lending me a shoulder to lean on. I guess i really need a break, i really need it. Perhaps, you guys are right. I'll forget him, i'll get better in time. & He's the only love, i want. But since i can't get him, why should i brood over this relationship. Why am i holding onto it, telling myself i can't bear to lose him when i had already lost him. Tell me why, i can't bear to give you up, i can't bear to let go of you, i can't bear to throw away those memories of you & me, i can't bear to stop loving you. Why must you torture me, i really hate myself for loving you deeply. The letter i wrote for you, why must you tear it away after reading. Not that i'm jealous you're together with her. I give you my blessings, but i'm really asking myself why i asked for break in the very first place. Ya, it's my fault. I really hate myself, for breaking down daily just because of you. Didn't went to school today, having stomach cramps. Sigh, didn't went for judo again. Oh my, i think i'll get scolding!!! Help me!
Tuesday, July 22, 2008Tuesday, July 22, 2008
Alright, i didn't did any much today. As usual lessons went out, okay i'm seriously unhappy with my results of science class test ( failed by one mark ) what the fuck(!) First period was Maths, everything went on smoothly & i can cope with the topics quite alright now. After maths was science, alright i don't understand a single bit gosh. I don't understand anything, at all(!) After science was recess, alright i ate & thanks kahsiang my dearest alibaba gaypartner, He gave me a $10 note, & He told me to buy 3 bottles of Ice Lemon Tea, & 2 Bottles of Ice Peach Tea. & the change he gave me eh(!) Hahaha, thanks for the 2 bottles of ice peach tea yo(!) Went for media studies, dozed off but Mr Robin didn't caught me. After media studies was art, pretty fun today(!) First time, i heard someone saying art was fun(!) After Art was chinese period gosh(!) No mood all the way, reasons ya have. After that, cried during lunch. Don't ask why , thankyou. After all the lessons, went amk there with ahger, willabelle and chunsen to makan. Came back to school, slacked @ central staircase there. Okay, my water all drooled to Alfred's painting yo(!) After that went to met xingan after her netball training then we went to find xinyi @ her school. Bus-ed to amk hub, & swapped! 2 Deals already(!) Claps* for Jesmine, nah just joking. Erms alright then, after that went to eat dinner @ food court. Alright, we seem so gross. & Yea , we vomited water plus food out. (!!!) We played a game, scissors paper stone, odd one out shall drink the water(!) & Guess what's the water's ingredients yo(!) Its, vomited out vegetables, clam, chilli, sausage, plasters(!) Gosh, its so grosssssss. Heh, we laughed our hearts out alright! Xingan & Me Hi-5 again yo(!) & I forgotten, mixed with aloe vera peach, has the flavour of peach(!) Alright, we ain't that gross to even eat up those ingredients(!) Lanjiao bin, seriously thanks fr being here & thr fr me. I really love you lots, thanks fr cheering me up. Thanks fr lending me a shoulder to lean, thank you very much. Seriously if you tell me to forget him now, you know i can't. & I'm trying really very hard to forget him, but i really can't/. I know when time passes, memories of him will be cleared of from my mind i know i can do that. But give me sometime, i really am breaking down. Nobody knows how i'm feeling, seriously nobody knows. I lost contact w/. that guy, just to patch w/. him. I was too naive to trust him when he told me he still love me, perhaps that's called puppy love. Perhaps, i'm too naive , tianzhen. Maybe i can't forget him now, but i believe day by day if i stop thinking i will forget. But i seriously, fucking don't want to see him. Seeing him really makes me have the cutting temptations. It's been ages since i last cut, you should know i usually says cutting doesn't solve the problems. But this time round, i really want to cut though cutting doesn't solve any problem. Girl, please stop talking to me & the best concern you can give me, is to leave me alone. Tell him not to appear in front of me, & don't talk to me. I appreciate that very much okay. & I really broke down, when Hairul tell me you also cut i really can't stand it! Why am i so idiotic, why am i so dumb, why am i so evil. Lanjiao bin, why cuz of me you cut. SIAOOOOOOO ! Not worth it alright, don't cut anymore. I can't promise you i'll stop cutting but i can promise you if there's any troubles or problems, i'll tell you kay. Don't worry for me, i cry is really uncontrollable. Take good care of yrself sweet one. You're my lanjiao bin forever & ever. HAPPY 13TH YEAR OLD LANJIAO BIN! :) ONE YR OLDER LERRRRRR ! TK'CARE OF YRSELF MANSX ! I LOVE YOU FOREVER, & EVER. <3 Ahger, i don't wannt lose you. You're one of my closest friend, i don't want to lose you over small matters... Xingan, thanks fr being here fr me. [:
Monday, July 21, 2008Monday, July 21, 2008
Alright, confirm i'm having fever. So hot outside yet so cold inside. Oh my god, & Shanice wawa, oh my god it's gonna be true! I'll want to see dad & you having 10yrs anni! :) I know i sound absolutely crazy, but its cuz i want to see it & i'm looking forward to yr even, 1 yr anni! :D Hahah, I'm seriously looking forward to meet Shanice this coming saturday, its been ages since i last met her! Hmm, i think the last time i met her was during december holidays! Oh gosh, almost 8 months! Hahaha, i'm currently having media studies in the room, so i have some spare time to blog now. Oh gosh, i have eye blacks, ohhhhhhh :( HOWHOWHOW?! & Lessons went on smoothly, didn't get caught for me lips, xingan also didn't got caught. :) I've been sleeping!!! Ohhhhhhh shit me mansxxx. Alright that's all, meeting babydear later on. I want eat pepper lunch again yo. :) Blog again tonight! Bye babes & dudes!
Monday, July 21, 2008
Wow, i realised my lip piercing is fucking obvious oh gosh. But never mind, cuz it can be hiden already. [: Hi-5 Rkycia Xingan. (: Teo chunsen, I agree with you absoulutely. Why like love bring our emo-siao r/s down? Why love make us fall into a trap, & quarrel? Glad we know that it's a trap yo. (: I hope love won't let us drift & quarrel, again. Never ever, fuckoff for those people who wants to break our emo-siao r/s up. Glad we're back like what we were, if not i won't forgive them. & Yeah, you're one whom i can trust now. EMOSIAO YOU LIKE TO SCARE PEOPLE! TODAY SCARE XINGAN. BABYDEAR. ZHIYONG & ME @ THE STAIRCASE AH. VERY FUN IS IT! PHUCK YOU MAN! Boy you ain't that hiong okay. Sky's even more hiong than you, i believe. I lost contact with sky, because of you. & Ya, i know i didn't cherished you in the past, but i'm already sacrificing a lot for you. But now you didn't want to cherish me, well it's okay. I believe as time passes by, i can forget you. &I know i can./ Lanjiao bin, thanks alot. Iloveyoukays. You're one that i can trust with all my secrets in yr brain. You also cheer up, i believe ya guys ain't worth our tears. Perhaps i really can't forget him as i'm trying real hard but well it's alright. Cuz i know as time passes by, my memories with him will fade off from my mind, it will never be a sweet memory for me...
Monday, July 21, 2008
I'm seriously not in the mood to type anything out, but aiya since i'm bored i just type out. I didn't went to school today, not in the mood to go for school cuz i know i will be like friday, crying out & telling jazreel lesbo every of my feelings. I prefer that, no one knows about my feeling & i'm alone. That's pretty good, i can imagine. Cutting is the best, but those people told me not to cut. & Those people are pretty important to me, Lanjiaobin`Babydear`Xingan`Emosiao`Darling`Junxiang`Sharonjie`Ahger`Willabelle and more. I can't imagine what's happening in my life now. I'm really very depressed, why not i just go out to those normal roads and let the cars bang me. I think its pretty exciting & fun. Well, Sometimes i just can't forget you. People pls understand, thanks. I'm really trying real hard to forget him, so long never cut already, so long never cry out so loud, so long never cry infront of teacher, so long never emo in class, so long never! Sigh, maybe i should just die, stop torturing me. Please avoid me, don't let me see you please. I really thank you if you never appear in my life, cuz i know i'll be happier. But what to do, its fate. Perhaps fate made us ain't meant to be, but i don't blame fate. We're just not meant. Perhaps you will be happier with her, go ahead & last long. I hope you, won't hurt him, thank you very much. After school ends, i went opposite school to meet Rkycia xingan, Xinyi babydear, Chunsen emosiao, Michelle zuiai, Tracy darling, Zhiyong there. & slacked around @ the bus-stop till like almost one hour, saw many familiar faces around. Oh my gosh, tomorrow i'll be in trouble, i guess. Well never mind, since my father allows. [: Cool man, my father allows piercings too. (: After slacking around, saw sooguan. Well, as usual he teased around again. Then ya i saw him, i saw her too but i didn't talk to her. Ahger & Willabelle was like cheering me up , thanks. Then yea, went to amk hub, had pepper lunch & after which we went to walk around amk hub till around 7. Then emosiao went off, cabbed down rky's house. Then slacked awhile, so funny xia. Rky & me was like playing with our stud, hoping the teachers won't catch us. She was taking out her ball on the stud, which i didnt dare though i pierced earlier than her. She managed to took out the ball, then she tried taking out the stopper and barbell, took out & she managed to put back. Wow, its so lucky. I tried too, also can! Then xingan & me was like, keep on Hi-5 ! :D Heheh , so happyyyy, [: Look @ our childish conver, babydear & me. XiiiinYii-EE{: , says: WHAT ME AGN?! XiiiinYii-EE{: , says: WHAT IS THIS MANSXZ. Jesmine says: HAHAHAHHHHHH/ YOU'REALLY AHLIANWHATT XiiiinYii-EE{: , says: Kuku siols. XiiiinYii-EE{: , says: Ahlian lar. XiiiinYii-EE{: , says: LIP PIERCING SMRE. Jesmine says: Yeahs you lur, eyebrow tongue smileyyy XiiiinYii-EE{: , says: LIP MORE LIAN LEA. Jesmine says: eyebrow more liaan XiiiinYii-EE{: , says: Like real/. XiiiinYii-EE{: , says: ANYHOOOOOOW. Jesmine says: REALLY LORRRR, WHR GOT ANYHOW Jesmine says: SEE MYPM, I GONNA CHANGE XiiiinYii-EE{: , says: -.- XiiiinYii-EE{: , says: KUKUKUKU~~ XiiiinYii-EE{: , says: KUKUKU!!! Jesmine says: HEHEHEH idc. you more ahlian lur Jesmine says: ppl will know you have all this piercings!! Jesmine says: cuz my pm, wohoho XiiiinYii-EE{: ,says: No one will read. XiiiinYii-EE{: , says: BOOOOO, ! Jesmine says: hahah XiiiinYii-EE{: , says: kiddd , Sounds weird. XiiiinYii-EE{: , says: THAT FAGGOT Jesmine says: LOL!!! XiiiinYii-EE{: , says: HAHHAS Jesmine says: YOU REALLY MORE AHLIAN LUR XiiiinYii-EE{: , says: NOOOOOO XiiiinYii-EE{: , says: YOU MANSXZ. Jesmine says: REALLY LAR, SERIOUSLY YOU MRE AHLIAN Jesmine says: YOU MRE WUJI EHHH XiiiinYii-EE{: , says: SUMPA YOU MORE LIAN XiiiinYii-EE{: , says: I WUJI ? NONO XiiiinYii-EE{: , says: YOU MORE WUJI LEA Jesmine says: SUMPA GUA JI GUA LAMPA YOU MORE LIAN Jesmine says: I WHR GOT WUJI , EYEBROW I ALSO SCARE LEA XiiiinYii-EE{: , says: SIA LA. XiiiinYii-EE{: , says: LIAN SAY PEOPLE LIAN XiiiinYii-EE{: , says: BUT THN YOU PIERCE LIP LEA> Jesmine says: BUT YOU PIERCE EYEBROW AND SMILEY LEA Jesmine says: I DONT DARE LEA! XiiiinYii-EE{: , says: LIP LEA XiiiinYii-EE{: , says: LIIIIIIP LEA Jesmine says: lol i bwg. but you rly more lian Jesmine says: its the fact mansx dear Jesmine says: accept the reality ! XiiiinYii-EE{: , says: Seriously , you're more lian XiiiinYii-EE{: , says: SERIOUSLY LAR. Jesmine says: I SERIOUSLY, HEREBY SAY JESMINECHEW AIN'T ANY AHLIANS OUTSIDE THE STREET. LIAUXINYI IS. Jesmine says: LIAUXINYI'S AN AHLIAN, THAT SCOLDS THOSE VULGARITIES OUTSIDE THE STREET, Jesmine says: & HER MANNERISM SUCK, LIKE THOSE GANGSTERS OUTSIDE Jesmine says: GANGSTERISM MANNERS. Jesmine says: JESMINECHEW AINT ANY LIANS [: XiiiinYii-EE{: , says: O_O XiiiinYii-EE{: , says: YOU're DEFINITELY A LIAn. XiiiinYii-EE{: , says: WHN PEOPLE STARES AT YOU , VULGARITIES START T COME OUT. Jesmine says: heheh im not. & I HEREBY SAY XINYI'S DEFINATELY MORE LIAN. NO POINT DENYING NOR ARGUEING, CUZ ITS THE FACT. Jesmine says: EVERYONE AGREESSSS W ME :D Funny?! :D She's more lian. (:
Sunday, July 20, 2008Sunday, July 20, 2008
Didn't went to ton, fell asleep & I had fever. Xingan told me to tk'care. :P Then sorry lur, i go sleep. Sleep till around 2pm ! Pig eh me, yeahs i dead pig! :P Then go shower and prepare, then wanted to meet babydear actually, but she say she don't want to go out today so she stay @ home then i also stay @ home till 6plus. Ahger called me, i went to meet her @ opposite sku. Heart-talk w/. ahger. Thanks fr cheering me up sweet. :D Loves, then willabelle babysis came & we walked across bishanpark, went to somewhere near blk 332 amk there to had our dinner. Willabelle & Ahger keep making me laugh, when the fact is that they know when i laugh its painful! Purposely lur they all! Then i laugh till my lip so pain,swollen. But not really that bad actually. :P So tomorrow i'll be bringing plasters to sku. So yea, then after eating we went to slack then went home. Tomorrow's sch, & Judo training. It's been ages since i went fr judo training, but it was really decreasing my like fr judo. Perhaps changing cca next yr, considering. That's all. Bye everyone, & I realised i have yuennfen w/. sharon jie! [; same blogskin, & swear we didn't planned it! [;
Sunday, July 20, 2008
Seriously, a very big thanks to all people who had cheer-ed me up. But someone's not here, for me & that's mine emosiao. Perhaps i'm too selfish for love, but what to do? Love is selfish, i only want him to be happy. & The only thing that can make him happy, is she to accept him. He scolded me, just cuz my gans had scolded her. But mine gans are just caring for me, concerning for me. Never mind, he had misunderstood, he's beginning to hate me/. It's okay, i can't do anything. I don't want to explain cuz i think it's no use. I still can't get you back here, I regret but too late. I didn't cherished you in the past, its mine fault & now i want you back, which is impossible. Girl i hope you'll accept him, thanks. Last long & Make it a hot love, forever love. Don't hurt him, cuz i'll hate you. Lanjiao bin, thanks fr yr post on the blog. Thanks fr being here fr me when i'm down. Thanks fr cheering me up, thanks for everyth you did. I luv you kays, hoxinni thanks. Thanks fr being by my side. Luv you xinni :P Thanks seriously, wow i realised something. At first we were enemies, then we became friends then back to enemies then finally lanjiao bin & cheebye bin. I swear we won't have tiffs again, alright? Be mine lanjiao bin forever cans? [: Happy 2 months soon! 010608 , i love you kays ! Rky'XIA xingan ! It's been ages since we'd any outings. [: & Finally, we're like before. Together the pigs outing! Black pig, Golden pig, White pig, & Dead pig. Walauuuu, always say me dead piiig want ley you pigs ! Heheh, had a great time yeahs. [: & I hope the pigs wouldn't drift any further. [: Tsy, Xinyi, Rkycia, & Jesmine, the pigsssssssss loveeeee ! [: Xinyi babydear, Wow time flies i realised ! Almost going to our 2nd month right? [: Had been tonning @ yr house , it's like been a hobby or a must to ton @ yr house during weekends yo? :D I meant it when i say, i want our babydear r/s to be forever. [: I shall be yr baby & you shall be mine dear! I love you kays!~ Thanks seriously, fr being here & thr fr me. Giving me tons of advices, thanks! Iloveyouuuuuuuuuuu1314. Shiying Sister yo, ! Heheh, though we just know each other thanks fr everything too! Thanks fr yr concern, yr jokes when i'm down, yr advices. [: Asking me whether if i'm alright. Told me not to care anymore. Thanks! Loveeeeeeee yeaaa! SHARON YUENNFEN JIE, THANKS FR CHEERING ME UP. SERIOUSLY A BIG THANKS. THANKS KAY, DON'T WORRY. l: IF I NEED SOMEONE, I'LL TEXT YOU OR EVEN CALL YOU. :P LOVEEE ! Zhihaobro, thanks too. & You're going to be fine! I know who you love, i know okay. Others want to think crooked-ly, nvm. But i know you really love her! I'kn you have forgotten tat girl! Okay, cheer up bro!
Saturday, July 19, 2008Saturday, July 19, 2008
hello, hais. perhaps we ain't meant to be, that's why we're not fated to patch. its okay, if you love her you can tell me cuz i will really try to help you. All the best to you, tk'cares... Ton-ed ystd, went bugis met tsy and kok how after sku. w/. xinyi babydear we bus to bugis, met them then slack awhile, then smokesmoke, go bugis st find out about nape piercing and eyebrow piercing. xinyi babydear say she know how to help ppl pierce lip, i gave it a try. [: i'm the first person whom she helped to pierce, wow i am so lucky that nothing happened. Thing went on smoothly, but in the process she suddenly told me cant pierced through, i was lky so scared cansss. In the end she managed to help me, okay in my opinion lips piercing is painful than tongue. tongue is just numb, but lip is like swollen you know. soooo scary.. then go esc lanshop awhile. then babydear went home first. then slacked till arnd 3plus w/. tsy then go babydear house. slpt till 8plus 9. went rky's house, ate lunch then bus to amk hub, walk around, saw minghao and ahger. [: hehehs, then took cab to queensway. bought quite lots of piercing things, tsy and rky. pierced lip by babydear. rky's one was scary, at first poked through v fast, then ltr go toilet wash rinse that time , th barbell dropped, wtfs. thn repierced! eeeee, then tsy also pierce le but in the end mom told her to took out so she took out. then we went slack arnd amk hub, tsy go home. alright, ltr going meet rky and zy, they all then go slack arnd and ton. byeee.
Friday, July 18, 2008Friday, July 18, 2008
Yeah, you guys are right. I was wrong to put too much hope in it today. Hais, nvmmmm. Now i've learnt something. Let nature take its course, if we're fated we'll be together again one day. Thanks, jazreel that wonderful lesbo of mine counselling me, thanks seriously. & Chunsen that emosiao of mine too, for making my smiles, dearest ahger & willabelle babysis. [: Sharon jie & Junxiang that pengyou too! Thanks everyone! & Mark that cheebye idiot, go cut his hand till so deep! SIAOOOO!
Thursday, July 17, 2008Thursday, July 17, 2008
I just changed my blogskin, after searching it like almost about 1 hour?! Anyway, i'm really deeply in love with him. No doubt, thanks. & he's mine so step aside thankyou. Wow, i forgotten. I'm searxhing for blogskin since about 9pm! Guess what, i'm looking for baby's favourite cartoon blogskin, mickey mouse. But they weren't nice, so sorry! But i love himhimhim, weiquan iloveyous!~ Hehhh, see how good am i! Searching for th blogskin specially for him , but so saddd ! :{ that i didn't found any nice ones. :[
Thursday, July 17, 2008
Nothing much today, feeling quite down. Lessons went on as usual, Maths was quite slacking as Mrs Seah wasn't around. English lesson was quite boring, slept for the last 25 minutes, followed by recess. After that was geog, wow the class test i'm prepared to get disappointed cus i anyhow did it. Oh my gosh, how?! Never mind, just hope i pass it, after that was cca period/. Had games followed by gym session. Gym session was slacking session mansxz, i didnt did any sets at all > P/S: lazy. :X Heheh, then after that was cdt. Went to meet willabelle babysis after cdt. Went to art room, wow surprisingly i did my art?! I did it, nothing much left to be done! Literature work i can't be bothered with it, paiseh. I did a little at least yea. Then went to watch baby play soccer. HE IS COOL CAN. I love him i love him i love him, three times & i really meant it. Rasyikah say slap only lar, but i don't want. Give her face, & I don't want to quarrel with baby. I reallylove him lots after quite a number of things happening. Knowing how we began knowing each other i'll also laugh. Thinking how he piggyback-ed me and say im fat. hey im not fat k!, you're heavier than me baby. (: I think i should say the truth now, we're actually fake couple for 1day then everything became real. I love him alot, really alot. Breakdown today, once again. Infront of quite a number of ppl. wtf. I regretted asking you for break in the past. i'm not gonna ask you fr break again if we patch. i swear i wont ask, i love you deeply. I'm deeply in love with you, HWQ IS MINE, STEP ASIDE LAR GIRLS! Songhan told me about the day , ouverve concert. I'm sorry for the past, can we start afresh fr everything/? I swear i only love you, don't doubt my love for you cos iloveyou. last time you cried for me, im sorry. now its mine turn to cry for you > sorry. Aiya, its all the past! Look ahead of our future, i want an everlasting love with you! Let's start afresh and forget every bad memories! I will know the answer, tomorrow. I ONLY WANT YOU, YOU & ONLY YOU HWQ. I'M DEEPLY IN LOVE W/ YOU I SWEAR. FORGET EVERYTHING IN THE PAST, & LOOK AHEAD OF OUR FUTURE BABY. I WANT AN EVERLASTING LOVE W/ YOU MY DEAR. ONCE AGAIN I'M SORRY FOR TH PAST & ITS ALL OVER FOR BAD MEMORIES. NOW WHATEVER IN THE FUTURE, I HOPE THERE'S ONLY SWEET MEMORIES. ILOVEYOU. VERYVERYMUCH, I CAN GURANTTEE NOW. SLUTS PLEASE KINDLY FXCKOFF, FLIRT W/. OTHER GUYS FOR ALL YOU WANT. BUT DON'T EVER HONG MINE, THANKS. STEP ASIDE, CUS HE BELONGS TO ME. ILOVEHIMDEEPLY, I SWEAR FOR ZILLIONS OF PERCENT. HWQ YOU'RE MINE. I HOPE WE CAN RESTART OUR LOVE, AND LET THIS R/S BE AN EVERLASTING ONE. BE THE R/S THAT PEOPLE ENVY, LAST R/S IN OUR LIFE. I LOVE YOU BABY, REALLY VERY MUCH. I SWEAR YOU'RE THE ONLY GUY IN MINE MIND NOW, & FOREVER. LET THIS BE THE HOTTEST LOVE, BABYILOVEYOU{deeply}. THE ANSWER TOMORROW SHALL BE A {ILOVEYOU} ! LOVELOVELOVEHWQ. a big big thanks to willabelle babysister, for everything. she cheered me up, very much. she adviced me lot, she accompanied me wait for baby. she's really a best sister, thanks everything sweet. tmr you accompany me again to talk to baby again okay! i love you sister!
Wednesday, July 16, 2008Wednesday, July 16, 2008
P/s: Ilovemybabysis. Willabelle, though i only know you for not a long period. But i seems to be so close to you, telling you all my troubles, you seemed like i've known you for a period of time. Thanks for your advices babysis. I really thank you alot. You really knocked out some senses of me. I already asked him for patch, what more can i do. I can't do anything already. & I won't be bothered wasting my time scolding sluts. People may think i'm th one who is in wrong. Let them think, it's okay. I don't want to care about what others think about me anymore, just so long that i know dearest ahger and you are here for me. Really thanks both of you for waking me up. Babysis, i love you! Thanks for your advice, thanks! Babysisters forever, <3 Since i've asked him for patch, i will just wait for the answer. I won't rush him anymore, i'll wait for his answer. & I hope i'll be like last time, so cheerful. How i wish i could, & Yea thanks lots sweet girls. Dearest ahger thanks too! To third party: He told me not to scold you anymore. Are you happy? You should be happy now what. Hello, if you're sad what am i? I might lose the guy i love, & lose you. Breakdown? If you breakdown, then what i do? I go commit suicide ah? ==" My trust for you really faded real lots, cus of this matter. Alright, put all blame on me ah? Yea, i'm th wrong one in this ah? If other ppl, they also will react like this de. You think yrself. You know how i feel de, cos i once told you what's my feelings. Go do some reflection of yrself, go ask willabelle they all about me lar They also know i breakdown, you think you breakdown, i don't breakdown?\ Ask the rest lar, i breakdown infront of teachers, infront of classmates, infront of everyone. I can't stand all these nonsense anymore, i need a break.
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
I love you, really do love you. Jesmine loves Weiquan. Be mine once more, just once more will you? You're in my mind, every moment. I guess i don't need to explain much, i know my own feelings can already. :) Be beside me, for the rest of my life boy. Since i'm the first girl you piggyback-ed, let me be th first girl to hold yr hands, hug you tightly & never let go will you? I want to be yr girl, forever. To thirdparty: Eh ger, i'm really giving you loads of face. I never had wrote yr name openly before, never ever. I'm really letting you off so easily, seriously. Mai step one lian infront of me! & He already tell me to stop scolding you, happy already? You must be very happy that he's caring for you right? Don't make me go mad, don't force me! JIHONGGGGG. I'm being very nice by not putting yr name openly. So pls, there's limit for everything. Don't go over th limit ger. Outside got so many boys, why flirt with mine! Since you have so many kors, so many boys to contact with, don't flirt with mine! Seriously don't. & Someone's loving you so deeply, you should know who is it! He's really a good guy, why can't you give him a chance! He's been hurt by you so many times! Stop yr nonsense ger! Thanks Willabelle babysis, Dearest Ahger, Sharon jie, Junxiang that friend & Chunsen emosiao. :) Seriously thanks for cheering me up, at least you guys made my day. :) Don't worry for me, i'll not cut also! :D I ain't emokia ! Heheh. Okay, i forgotten to say something. :X Yesterday, Went inside Mayflower Sec, went into the canteen. Wow, marvellous. Eyes were all staring at me, i'm so scared. :X Lol, Saw Xiaocorrupt. Chat awhile, & That's all. Went to help babydear do her homework under void deck. Chunsen went off, & I went off soon. IMISSBABYDEARRR. Today nothing much happened, didn't went for judo training. I had tuition, wow. ^^ Walked around amk hub with zahira, dearest ahger, & willabelle babysis. Had a fun time, > :) I wished you were with me, right now. Hold me tight & never let me go, will you? Wow, Megan lovey!> :} 16o7o8, iloveyou! Heheh, muacks!
Tuesday, July 15, 2008Tuesday, July 15, 2008
Hello girl ah, you're such a hypocrite! Follow ahger dearest's phrase, " Fuck Off From My Life Ah! " I seriously am so disappointed in you, time & time i trusted you but time by time my trust for you faded. Okay, am too fedup. Don't xialan, paiseh my mood ain't that good. A tight slap is just a moment away, i'm really stressed out. Everyones saying about my love life. So what's the problem now sials? Outsiders, please keep your mouth shut if you don't know anything. Third party, i don't know what you want. Why in front of me, tell me to forget him tell me he's not worth. Then behind my back, talk to him till so close? Yeah, i admit i'm jealous. I tends to get jealous easily right, people close to me should know. & You're like still talking so close to him, i don't know what you want. Maybe you see us not patching up, you're so happy. Do you know that there's one guy waiting for you, it's been months okay & you hurt him once & once again. Why so jihong? I give you face, never write down yr name openly if not yr name confirm smelly. Stfu, & Get lost in my life. Can't you just leave our relationship alone? Why ask me whether we patch already or not, is that your problem? Oh you told me you were just asking, out of concern? HYPOCRITE SIOL. Okay, i don't know lar. Just count yrself lucky, seriously. Bo wei gong, cos you guilty mahs!Yeah lar, go tell him to tk a look in my blog alrights? {: Go tell lar hor, i already tell Mark about my blog. You want say what, you say bah. Mark that lanjiaoboy so funny sial! I harrassed him today!:D He told me, in front of Mr Retnam he shouted like a mad one ^^ , Heheh. Thanks lar thanks lar. :) & People out there, Mark ain't flirt, Mark ain't a hongster worsh. :D That time i joking , lols ! XP So yeah, Mark I helped you hor. Don't say i make yr name smelly again. {: Weiquan, maybe that time seriously i hurt you? I don't know, what i can say is i'm sorry. Sorry for the past, i already swear i won't be the one asking for break already. &You're still talking to the third party. Yeah, i told you ler i'm JEALOUS. Why i'm jealous, cos i love you! Maybe you wouldn't believe me anymore, but i can say i love you. Believe me or not, that's yr trust to me. If you trust me, then believe me when i say iloveyou, cus i really meant what i said. If you don't want to patch, just tell me the truth, don't give me fake hopes cus i really don't wish to lose you time by time. Remembered what you said last time, asking me in friendster comment, " Would you be mine for the rest of your life? " Now, i'm 100% sure my answer would be yes. I want you to be mine, forever. ETERNITY. Perhaps i shall give you more time, to think... Weiquan iloveyou, Sky i'm deeply sorry. Okay, sky sent me a msg that i didn't wanted to reply. Cos i know whatever i reply he will be hurt. But, i really thank him for all his understandings & blessings. This's what he sent, " You may think i was playing all the while, but now that you've moved on, i can't force myself to lie to you anymore, hate me all you want, i really do love you that's why i choose to ignore you, cause i choose to make you leave me, cause i know i can't bring you happiness, and to me loving someone is to bring her happiness, hais. Since i can't do it, i ain't fit to love you. Sorry for all those nightmares i didn't know it would happen. Sorry for everything. Last long with weiquan alrights. Promise me now, lessen those tears of yours. You look nicer smiling, even if your hair is messy. I'll be gone by next week. That's a truth you gotta accept. (: Move on my love. " & What i replied him was, " Weiquan & Me haven't patch, but i love him. Sorry, do takecare. " Okay, i was crying all the way when i type all these words Sky sent to me. Alright, i'll move on. Weiquan, say you love me, is it so difficult? I want you, to be mine forever. & Seriously thanks everyone for cheering me up, especially sharon jie, chunsen emosiao & nellie. :) big thanks to them. weiquan i really love you.
Monday, July 14, 2008Monday, July 14, 2008
Third party, treat it as i beg you can? In front of me, you act like "My dear i'll always be here for me" Then now, what sials? Keep talking to him, then tell me about him. Stop it lar! Tell me for what, we're alr having problems. You still put in yr blog what he comment you. Go tell him what i wrote in my blog lar! Wtf, fxcking dulan now. I alr very good by not writing down yr names can. Stop acting innocent lea! Pls, for goodness sake. You continue telling me about what he do to you, say "fkyou" to you. Saw him at hub, ==" Pls lar hor! Don't need you to tell me lar dey!!! I swear i'll hate you, if you continue like this. I know you will see my blog for sure, see lar hor! This post is for u!, you know who're you. I still love you, like before my dearest boy. When i saw you in school, i ran away. When i see you, i won't stop seeing you. Hais, patch? You say you love me still, then why like that!? Fxckoff bitch, he is mine! Labels: You know who you are lar ger.
Sunday, July 13, 2008Sunday, July 13, 2008
Went over Babydear's house to ton, okay the blogshop of mine haven't even made a single cent. But mostly swaps, oh gosh. Support pls ppl. Went bugis with willabelle babyjie, ahger funny one, xinyi babydear, zixian tat idiot, and cs emosiao. Walked around, had lots of fun. Okay, cs that pervert! Idiot lar, i hope th songka picture is for his need ah! Rahhhhhhhhh, he hit till my boobs! Wack him ppl! Just joking, but he really did. But i kicked his xiaodidi back too. So yea, an eye for an eye. Enjoyed myself very much, okay then dam funny lar hor! Bus-ed back to amk to eat dinner, then got one auntie keep looking at us, cus cs and me playing. Then when we board off the bus, ahger, willabelle, cs, zixian and me shouted "KUA LANJIAO UH!" LOL! So funny mansx, i heard babyjie's voice clearly, ! :D Xinyi babydear so cute seh!, cus they dare her to go down the bus, she really went down. So she walked to th coffee shop to meet us, ahger and me was lky keep on dao cs, so funy! we pei babyjie to th bustop cus she gtg ler. Then we went back to th coffee shop, omgosh. guess what, babydear ordered sharks fin. $20. hohoho, thanks mansx!(: We were lky, so shocked mansxczx. She spend money lky using tap water uh!:D Then we went on a spree in shengsiong supermarket, so funny lurs. Okay ,that's all for yesterday. Bidded goodbye to dearest ahger & willy babyjie. (: had really fun time with them, thn today wokeup arnd afternoon 12 plus. Babydear's mother ordered pizzahut for us, wahhhs. so full lurs, ate 3 pieces of pizza, my favourite hawaiiannn. :D Thanks again.! Then we went back to my house, tk th bebe top for swapping. Went amk hub to meet the buyer. Then we swapped, so yeah. Then walked around amk hub, bought a headband and clips. (: that's all babe and dudes. tomorrow's gonna be a tired day again with judo training, nvm im not the appointed captain. but i hope my captain will be a good onee. :D Labels: AHGERFUNNY, CSEMOSIAO, WILLYBABYJIE, XINYIBABYDEARRRRRRR x3, ZIXIANIDIOT
Friday, July 11, 2008Friday, July 11, 2008
I regretted,
Okay, today was quite fun,!:) Ponn-ed school again, overslept. Gosh, :C Woke up around 11.30am. So there's still time for me to shower and wash up. After that, used the computer for a short while. Went to meet Jazreel`Lesbian at prime. Went to prima deli to buy some waffles. After buying all the things we wanted, we cab-ed back to school. Cus we're lazy to take bus, :C Went for judo training, theory manszxcxszx. Headache bodoh, (no offence) then finally randori. But was like for only 2 rounds of randori i played. Fought with Liling`Mummy & Enwei. Gosh, Enwei throwed me like nobody's business. :X Okay, after training i went to opposite school. Emo there, :] Listened to "Everytime we touch", wow i dropped tears. Went to tell Yanfeng i got to go already, cus ahger called me. Then saw Chunsen`Emosiao at basketball court there, then he ask me whether if i'm going to meet ahger&willabelle`babyjie then i say yeah. Then we went to meet the both of them together. Walked through bishan park. Okay, slacked with ahger&willabelle`babyjie ,! So funny mansxczxs had a great time with them yosczzxczxcszxxx! Ate dinner with them. (: Then walked home with Willabelle`babyjie through bishan park. I seriously love my babyjie & ahger lots,! Tomorrow meeting chunsen, willabelle and ahger to bugis,! (: lovethemmansxxczxdsxcxxzzz! :D Okay, that's all. Okay you say you still love me. Okay, the real reason i broke with you , now you should know. I don't know what you're thinking. Yea, after we break i admit i'm still thinking of you. If not i won't be bothered to reply yr msges and i won't be bothered to msg you. I don't know what you want. Maybe you think i'm playing you, you want to play me back? Its fine lahs, hais but i want you to know, I STILL LOVE YOU BOYYY.
Thursday, July 10, 2008Thursday, July 10, 2008
Zixian looks so gay!:D Fkyou! Heheh! Thought there was judo training today during cca period, in the end nope there wasn't. but the gi is needed. :X i slept for the whole english lesson till the bell rung. ZhihaoBro woke me up. After Morning assembly went for Maths lesson. Didn't really focus-ed th past 2 lessons of maths. I focused today, managed to catch up. Aftermath, was english sleeping period!:D Then followed by recess. Hurried my geography research, then sigh of relief. how skk am i. !:D then went to eat. wow, ate till ahhu come scold me. idiot sials, i just eat ley, how fast you expect me to eat. i'm not like you bodohs. lol then went for geog lesson focused too. didnt really understand in the beginning then later understood. wow, i'm stl a geog rep?! lol, so honoured, mr ng recommended. :D then after geog was cca period. okok lar, then cdt. went to the canteen to slack. xinyi babydear came to meet me,! walked to the bus-stop, saw ahger, :D then she pei us walk bishan park go find zixian. reached mayflower sec, got a guy called andy or endy. idk lars, asked for my number. lols, pretty shocked. eeee, didnt gave him. heard from babydear he's a sec4 basketballer. how cool it was mansx. then slacked outside mfps. then ahger went home, she say i very cute,! ilovehermansx. then babydear, me and zixian bused to amk hub, saw zhiheng's bro, chit chatted. then he went off. then babydear and zixian so funny, keep on talking till so loud, public disgrace mansx!:X i so guai, sit down there diam diam , listen to their nonsense. :S then went breadtalk, bought bread. went food court ate and slack-ed. babydear ate, then zixian and me thr keep disturbing say she eating shit or whatsoever. so funny, we laughed, and i laughed all the way till i lack of oxygen! Si Zi Xian ! LOL , was freaking angry ! He used the lighter put at my hair ley ! Burnt abit at th tip of my hair, wanted to burn his cus an eye for an eye. in the end never, but he owe me ren qing ! :D 10 ren qing, he helped me carry bag which makes him look so gay. so now left 9 renqing. zixian uhs, i will not let you go so easily, tortures uh! hahs! Judo training tomorrow, going slp ler. Anyway, i just opened a new blogshop. Support pls! Http://www.crazyshop-pers.blogspot.com
Wednesday, July 9, 2008Wednesday, July 09, 2008
OKAYOKAY, AIN'T IN ANY MOOD TO TALK. _I_ RetardedIdiots mansx,! Biggggg fxck,! ==" Sorry, i'm really fed up. BPS Judokas lost, but we lost with pride. I know you guys did yr best, good try at least. :) Cheer up cus it ain't gonna be yrs fault. Oh i'm insane. Gonna do my homeworks later on, geography research & descriptive writing. Went for temperature taking, so funny. I talk eeeee-orh eeeee-orh want, but don't know why teachers never find out about my tongue piercing, even more good!:) Okay, after temperature taking we went for our history lesson at the library annex. Did focus, at least managed to understood what Miss Chen's talking. Went for PE after that, played games. Since they wanted to play rough, i shall play with them. Chiong all the way in captain's ball. Got a new girl in our class, too competitive so we didn't actually liked her very much.(no offence) Then after PE went for our recess, didn't ate anything. Went for F&N, made bandung. Aftermath theory all the way, i was so power. I didn't slept, but nearly yeahs. Then 1 & a half hour we did theory. Went for chinese after that, did writing. Got back one of my papers, for letter writing. The marks i got, was pretty surprising. I was caught in surprise, i scored 16/20. Not bad right? :) Learnt spelling for chinese. Aftermath went for assembly and cdt. That's all. Went to meet xinyi after that at mayflower with petrina. Saw RongHui, lols actually i don't know it was him. Till xinyi told me, then hahah. Dee-siao-ed him. Called him babygirl all the way. Went to makan at amk hub, jazreel came. Went to slack and ate ice cream, tsy and kok how came. Then slack arnd, go prime. Slack at prime, & went home after that which was arnd 7.20pm. Alright, that's all. Meeting xinyi tmr, byebye. :) JESMINE'S GOING INSANE SOON!:)
Tuesday, July 8, 2008Tuesday, July 08, 2008
Anyone have cigaratte now?! Sigh,! PLEASE HELP ME BODOH! I fcxking moody now! _I_-er ,! Sua, i don't want to talk about it anymore! Diam ,! Hais . Not i want to smoke okay ! Is i stress ,! Very stress! Hais. Sorry people out there, pls understand me cus i know my mood will change, i will have mood swings like nobody's business. Was very happy nowadays, with xinyi and shiying. But was moody too. Sorry baby. Weiquan, i'm sorry. I once really loved you before, but i don't know what _I_-ing reason made my feelings fade away day by day. Don't drink anymore, everything's my fault. All my fault. Boys don't cry, don't waste yr tears cus of me as i'm not worth yr love. I know you will forget me soon, good luck in yr love life. (: & today _I_-ing cheebye i tell you! Text samuel boyfr. Guess what,? His girlfr, jiaren come tell me stop contacting him anymore. LOL, this kind of girlfr. ==" Then i don't contact luh, never mind derhs. :D okay, liauxinyi my daily love,! I love her like no ones business,! I love her more than loving myself ,! Pon-ed sku, overslept. :X Wooot, sharon jie ! :D She cheered me up mansx ,! LOVELOVE, (': Hmm , today woke up at 11pm . Went to bathe and wash up. Went to mayflower sec, to meet xinyi baby. So many step bengs sec one ,! LOL , was laughing all th way mansxxxx. :X Hahs, then took bus and went to amk hub. Ate in th food court & meetup zhihao, petrina, jazreel and yolande. Pei them to eat in food court again, ==" Zixian and Jiaqing came, then ate. Went to find geraldine. ==" When i heard that she smoked, i was _I_-ing shocked bodohs. Talk talk with her. I don't know lar, lost trust mansx. :( Okay, then xinyi baby and me was like keep on deesiao each other, i love her bodoh! Then yea, th previous days i went to baby's house to ton with tsy sister. Aiseh, IWANTASMILEYPIERCING,! NEXT WEEEK WORSH! LOOKING FORWARDDDD. Okay, tonned. Went over to weiquan's house. Was effing bored. Watched " I Not Stupid " ==" Wth. Slept, went baby's home. Sleptttttt till afternoon. Tsy sister woke us up,! Woooooooooo, i love die them! Okay, sku tmr. Meeting baby again,! Iloveher! Muacks! :'D Tomorrow team event again, good luck judokas ! Bps judokas jiayou alright ! Everything's gonna go on smoothly ! C boys & B girls jiayou , good luck ! Had received th judo shirt. Erms, nothing to say. :X That's all, tc everyone .
Monday, July 7, 2008Monday, July 07, 2008
ok, my keyboard's spoilt. now using on screen keyboard, which is a total hassle. ==' fcxking moodless w/o keyboard. typing fcxking slow. yay, i'm so happy that my tongue okay already. teachers don't expect me to take out alright. i'm not going to take the barbell out ofmy mouthbodoh. heheh, i love babydear tons. she's best of th best okays. [: I swear we shall not drift, muacks baby.people out ther, you don't kn my feelings so stfu. stop asking me about my love lifecuz i will hate u. ok,thx jiaqing for sending me home. will not be blogging often due to keyboard. ktybye.
Tuesday, July 1, 2008Tuesday, July 01, 2008
Hello ppl out there. Was seriously very tired, today didn't did anything much. Was having stomach cramps till recess time. It was real terrible, borrowed a jacket from revathi. Thanks, felt much better. As usual, met dear opposite school. Much on time than yesterday, :D Heheheh, then go buy drinks. Saw chunsen, dao me again. Nowadays he keep on dao me, perhaps this emosiao of his is no longer anymore. Hais. Then walked back to school. Sat down and did homework, wow. Dear did his homework, how guai is he. Alamaks, _I_ :D Then his form teacher, Mr Wong saw us sitting down. Heck him ahs, he keep looking at me. Then lights off, go hall. Morning assembly, was fxxking jialat. Stomach cramps mahs, then i fxxk th morning assembly. Damn lame ehs. Then go to class, first lesson was mathematics. Kena scolded for usage of handphone. Was sleeping all th way till th bell rung as i'm seriously not feeling well. Then second lesson was science, quite fine. But fxxking cold, so borrowed a jacket mahs. Then after science was recess, was sitting down with jazreel bestie and co. Then dear used mark's phone to text me, i meet him at com lab there. Then he go loiter, ==" I go for my media studies lesson. Was sleeping all th way too, till th last 10 minutes, free usage of computer. Thus i woke up, got th excuse of stomach cramps. How nice it was to have a excuse, but it was pain. Then after media studies i had art. Erxin, so fxxking unreasonable. Yeah, i know i never paint, cuz i don't have arycrlic paint mahs. You buy for me lar. ==" After art was mother tongue. Kinda okay, promised teacher not to sleep. Didn't, i managed to keep th promise. Then after mother tongue, was cdt. Then after cdt go down canteen, helped zhihao do some of th descritive writing. Then told jonas to helped, as i suddenly didn't felt well again. Belle suddenly came to me and told me "ILOVEYOU". Heheheh, belleang iloveyout :D Then rishi or dennis threw a water bottle, accidentally till me. Hmms, i was moody at that time. So i threw back thrice. Hit rishi's head thrice. :X It was so fun, :D Then dear text me, say i never go look for him. Always i go find his friends and him ehs. I don't like it luhs. Then he apologised, okay luh. :D Then after lunch break went for english lesson. Miss Liew wasn't there, there's another teacher called Miss Wong. Then our class went crazy, chaos around. Descriptive writing of a person, i wrote about bestie yo. :D JAZREEL LOH , you forever my best-est gan lesbo in th world okay. Cheer up mansx , ? Then after english, i went for art. I don't have th paints mahs. Go back art room to do homework, tio gan somemore siol. Want be guaikia lea, you stl want scold me. Couldn't stand it mansx, called dad. Told him what happened. Then he told me to buy th paint tomorrow. I say okay luh, then i told Miss Tan. Lucky i told dad. So it actually was dued tomorrow, but lucky it became due on thurs. So tomorrow i have to rush after judo training. Nowadays never go babydear's house ton. Not fun, miss her. D': Hope to see her soon again, fuck that person who stole her phone. But lucky can find tio, so going to take it either tomorrow or th day after. Ouevre concert very nice to watch? LOL, i don't know lar. Dear want go watch, go watch luh. I only scare later Mrs Seah see us together, i jiu die ler. Then went to prata house, ate and slack. OHYA, ZHIHAO BROTHER SO SUEY. :'D HE KENA CAUGHT EAR HOLE BY AHCHOY. CONFISCATED TH ENLARGER, POOR HIM. Heheheh, then went junxtion 8 accompany him go buy new enlarger and went home with petrina couple after that. Tomorrow judo training, lost interest in it. Aiyas, tomorrow then say buh. Take care everyone. :'D |