Hellos, 14th of May today. Its been three months since i love you. & i do, still love you forever & ever. I hope my love for you is gonna last. Th memories in th past will be kept deeply in my heart, & i meant what i said. Ahhh, just gonna say, last long. Today gonna go bugis & town at around 3 plus. What th hack? Its darn late to go at th time! I've got school tomorrow okay, but never mind. Let me relax & stop thinking about those past memories rewinding. Jesmine! You can stop thinking about those! Seriously, you can. Faithful jie told me to go lower peirce to shout & cry there. She's going to bring Denise there. But i can't. )': I promised my sis to go out with her & yeah, promises are not meant to be broken. It's meant to be kept. I'm just in a confusion state. I'm just paranoid, but i seriously hope that they won't say i'm trying to break that loving couple up. Cause, i swear i won't do it. As long as he's happy, i don't mind sacrificing anything. Just so long that he's happy. I love you more than anyone else. I just can't bear to see you hurt, neither sad. So, please be happy all th times yeah. I hope my dedication for you, will let you get stronger & happy all th time!:D I've to put on fake smiles, to let people from gossiping. I can't cry in front of most people, for they're not trusted. Only faithful jie & Denise, are who can be my counsellor. Hahah! Though i always console them!:D Heheheh! Later gonna go replacement for DBS card & ez-link in th morning. Then come back home, blog again lo. Then most likely, go out with my sis straight away.

Hey, junxian. You can find a better girl. & seriously, i don't believe you can love me that much okay. It ain't possible for me to believe. I'm not a three-year-old gal, neither am i so believing in others words. What you say, are actually words. Actions are harder than words coming out okay. One month later, i've got to know you well before i can do anything. & seriously, i don't want Bryan & your r/s to drift apart. You say what, you don't want other gals except me. Its lame okay. -.- Seriously, i still have him deep inside my heart. Anything, one month later see how. If what you said are true, then you will still be waiting for me after one month. But if you doesn't, then its fake. Let me repeat, i hate liars. So, if you are lying. Admit to me now before i really got fed up. Well, that's all.

I hope today will be a day whereby i don't cry yeahs.

Labels: Raining now! )': Th thunderstorm suck. Judo training's gonna resume soon!:D