Seriously, sorry. Im just a useless, fxuking slut & bitch. I'm not a good choice for all boys yeah. I seriously hope you're okay. Ahhh, reached home & bathed straight away. Just went to take my pay. Ahaha, i seriously can't control my feelings, i meant what i said, SERIOUSLY. I donno what th fxuk happened to me. 对不起, & im really okay yeah. It wasn't done purposely, its all my fault actually. I shouldn't have came to know you, jx. Yanfeng(jie), i know you are worried for me. I know all its my own good, thanks seriously <3 yeah, i will be a faithful mei :x & i know, promises are not meant to be broken. Unlike some people, broken promises to me till i get deeply hurt. Junxian, i just seem not to know you well. I just think that we're better off to be friends than in love maybe? I donno anything, everything seems to be a stranger to me. I've just known you for these past days. I don't think i can try even, though... Ahhh, joey loves you, why not go back to her? (: I feel so strange when i was with you, i donno what's th feeling. My mind's just so messy. That night playing true or dare, is actually my feeling is turned upside down. Firstly, i tot its just a game, seriously game yeah. Didn't expect myself to be dared with you. Holded hands, hands over my shoulder, these things are actually making me rewinding th past memories of him. I know he's got a girlfriend, i won't ruin their r/s , as long as he's happy. That would be fine for me. Rkycia, treat him well. Last long long okay. Junxian, one word, 对不起 . I bet , just now if i bo talk to you. You confirm don't dare talk to me want luh. :x Don't smoke already, Matthias Law, you're th other one. Jx & matt, don't smoke k. Its seriously bad for health. If you two continue smoking, our friendship will be severed truly. & im serious. If i ever caught you guys smoking in front of me, our friendship will seriously be severed, i meant what i said. Just now you two told me, you two won't smoke anymore. I die die don't believe it, i know you guys confirm will want luh. If you two seriously continue, i don't think i will talk to you two again!D; Hur! Just don't let me catch you two smoking. You two will be hell dead ok! D; Ahhh, yf(jie) & matt was damn couple-liked okay. Well, i hope th game on th past few day actually brought them back, once again yeah! I know im useless, i know ok. No point telling me, i've got a faithful jie <3 打情骂瞧 is what they do okz! Shhh, dont tell faithful jie <3 Later she cum wack me, i mati le ahh! -.- Ahahah, 我不是故意的. I dont mean it. I just got no time to have a r/s & i seriously think better off to be friends <3 Today faithful jie lonbang me from Denise's hse to bishan to find jx, matt, bryan, manager. Ahaha, was quite fun yeah, but bang till ceiling. bike senag. psps, jie )": den matt & jx smoked in front of me, which i cant stand it. I wont let th past turned back. I will try to be a good girl <3 I shall blog tmr yeah.

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