Ahhhh, judo camp tomorrow. So thrilled manszx. :D Hopefully be a fun camp, but not a torturing one. Might be going over to Denise's house to stay overnight. Not very sure yet, but most likely. Intended to go bugis & town today with my sister, but in the end she said she's too tired. So we didn't go, & now i'm rotting at home. I think there will be much physical training, omfg. It's gonna be tough but let's just treat it as a challenge. :D Have not yet packed up my things for judo camp. Only packed sleeping bag & some clothings, will be packing later on. I'm lazy to pack ley. :D Hmmm yesterday promised to do an assignment in moodles, but ended up not doing. :D Becos i'm really tired & somehow, you can say i'm lazy yo. D: Blogskin changed, will be using this blogskin for quite awhile becos i think it's nice. (: 1st Of June already!:DD Hmmm so yeah, that's all. Won't be doing any assignments today, will be spending the time to rot. :X BYEEEEE.

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Hmmmmm, i'm tremendously tired. Dropping dead, omfg. Surprisingly, i could stay at home to rot for the whole day worsh!:D Zhihao&co bought judo bag!:D Zhihao say the bag is so big that is about to my waist yo. Have not yet packed my stuffs into my bag for judo camp. Yet i also didn't did my moodles assignment yet yo. Sigh, i must do the assignments, at least one of the subject!:D I don't care, i must do manszx. So yeah, that's all.




Learn to be strong,

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All right, time for a real post now. Sorry guys, didn't blogged these few days as i've been staying overnight in Denise's house & wasn't using the computer. The day before yesterday, went to swim in the night but after awhile, the rain started again. -.-' So yeah, then came up from the pool & went back to Denise's house. Had a shower & overnight over at Denise's house. Woke up the next day & went back home early in the morning to take my judo gi. Bus-ed home yesterday, in the morning & reached home at about 8 plus going to 9 am. Took my judo gi & clothings. Leave house at around, 9.10 am. Went to the bus stop in prime & bus-ed to school. Surprisingly there's still time for us to slack in the canteen for a short while. After that, went up to the hall. Wow!:D Judo training in the hall resumes!:D It's further more better than judo trainings on the 4th level!:D So yeah, but was quite tiring yesterday. Had to take tatamis & placed it all over the hall properly to form a dojo. & so yeah, took the judokas about 30 minutes to set up everything. Coach let us do anything we want on the dojo from 10.30 to 11 am. So i randori-ed with yolande & petrina. Won yolande time & time again yeah, by a technique which i didn't even learnt before & groundwork too. Draw with petrina but groundwork, i won by holding. After which, we sat down & listened to coach's demonstration for some techniques he wanted us to learn(theory), then practiced the techniques here & there. Learnt lots of useful techniques so far, by coach. There's the judo competition, a grappling competition again. I took part in one, previously during the exam period & got a bronze medal. But now, this grappling competition is more "power". 1st or 2nd of the competition is invited to Bangkok to join a judo competition, totally free. But well, it's impossible for me to get!:D Even if i'm going for the competition this time round, which is on the 7th of June i think. It's only for gaining experiences. Hmmmm, judo is tremendously fun (: So yeah, there's judo camp from Monday to Wednesday afternoon. Won't be blogging on the following days so yeah. Hope that this judo camp is going to be a fun one, but not a torturing camp. T.T Hmmm, so yeah. (: Will be packing items into my new adidas bag from papa. Thanks papa! > :D So yeah, & ytd judo training was tough. Had physical training, & i gave up. Very tiring & tough. > :( But it's for training us up. (: Went far east plaza to shop around with Denise & Debbie, denise's sister. So yeah, that's all. I think i won't be doing my moodles & co so soon as i'm busy these few days. Am too tired to elaborate.



I've to learn to be strong,

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Gonna post right now, so yeah. Will be posting all posts in proper, & perfect english as i'm trying to improve my english. I almost flunked my english, for goodness sake. Feel like posting out my results. :/ But it's so terrible that people can laugh non-stop, perhaps. Don't laugh please, i know its terrible so i'm gonna try my best in End-Of-Years Examination.
English - 51.8 C6.
Used to do much more better than present state. Such a disappointment. Used to have at least a B for it in the past, for goodness sake. I really must study even harder.
Chinese - 54.0 C6
Oh my god ! I'm in the top class for chinese, but now. -.-' It's freaking low, i might dropped to the lousiest class of all in sec one. I really must study even hard & harder. I need to try my best to manage my time well. Used to get at least an A , in the past. Sigh.
Mathematics - 66.4 B3
Was elated for it, though the results ain't well compared to the rest. But in the past, i always had been flunking my maths but now, i'm quite happy. But i hope to do better next time round. (:
Science - 54.1 C6
Not really happy on the results i'm having now. But i'm just glad to have pass my science. I used to always flunk science in the past. I must really buck up now, & i believe if i really try hard, i can do it.
Geography - 54.5
Seriously unhappy with the results i'm having. I'm a geography rept, & i believe Mr Ng have high hopes on me. But i let him down, i will try harder next time round, i promise. Though Mr Ng's not here with us anymore, he's still deep down in my heart as a teacher forever. I'll not forget him teaching me so many stuffs about geography. Thanks (: I will try hard.
Literature - 66.9 B3
Quite happy with the results. (: But will try harder next time round, :D
Design&technology - 62.4 B4
It sucked, i hate it. Designing things really get me pissed off as it needs lots of patience, & i don't have patience, (:

So yeah, i passed my overall. & the comment was pretty good.

Comments: " Jesmine is a soft - spoken pupil. She has proven that she has the potential for greater achievements. "

Wahhhhhh, (: I love this comment from Mrs Seah!:D

sians. Nth to do now. Kana dua by gekling. She say go shopping want. In the end, she say never go. Saturday then go. So never go bugis today. Currently in Denise's house now, using her laptop. So yeah, today meet Yanfeng first. Then go Denise's house meet her. Ate lunch at Denise's house, & slack for awhile. Then went to J8 meet Zhiheng. Meet already then go Royal Sports buy sleeping bag. Buy already then go walk around. Saw zhiyong&co. Ignored them, went to eat at Macs. Ate already then go take bus to Denise's house. So now still at Denise's house. Tomorrow got judo training, focusing on counters of techniques. & so yeah, after judo training, going to far east & bugis with Denise & denise's sister. That's all, bye. Want t swimmmmmm!~

I need no friends, except for denise&yanfeng. Yanfeng, you're not a sad gal. You have denise & jesmine to be with you. That's what friends are for, & we will always be with you. Walking every journey you walked. So yanfeng must learn to be a strong gal & so do jesmine. She will be a strong gal. Whenever jesmine saw his smiles & laughters, jesmine feel so happy for no reason. So yanfeng also, as long as wq's happy, yf must be happy. tkcr,


Xoxo,
jesmine (:

Hellos (:
Posting again now, maybe gonna meet geraldine tmr. Not sure yet ehs.
I realised something, i've been going out almost everyday.
Hmmm, not almost, its everyday. :D Judo camp's around the corner. Hope to have fun yeah. & yeah, i hope this judo camp would be a fun one. No quarrells, no cries. Only laughters & smiles coming out from every judokas. :P Today went for judo training. It ain't tough for me, but tough for some other C division players. & yeah, practiced left side techniques. & practiced for more than a hour, i think? Then followed by randori. Always in my mind, randori is always further more fun than practicing techniques. & yeah, this randori. Not bad, not tough. But tough for some other C division judokas. Continuously fighting for, i think 5 to 6 rounds. Some lacked of oxygen. Tze yan have to take care of herself. Her ailment is coming back, her backbone. Sigh, & ya. Zhiyong played with 2 brown belt-ers from NYP, laugh. They are really fighting their ass out. Can see that they are trying very hard, even though it's only a randori. I only managed to fought one randori. With Tze Yan. Draw for the match, but i think if Tze Yan wasn't tired, i'm gonna get throw. :P Later coach gave a 5 minutes time for free randori. Then i see so many people training so hard, i also don't want slack. Later become rusty then mati. So i see if there's any people sitting down slacking & coincidently my category. & yeah, found one. But its actually in light weight. I'm in extra-light weight laugh. So, its okay. Played randori with Mona. Won, unexpectedly. I did a technique, didn't know what technique it was but it looked familiar. Repeatedly using the technique to bring her down yeah, grab over the head & put my leg infront. Don't know what technique it was. I didn't practiced on that technique. :P Will try to practice more of that particular technique. Hope i can learn faster. (: & i've been going out till i didn't even touch on my assignments, for goodness sake! :P Borrowed a book from Denise, Meg Cabot's book. It was quite interesting, yeah. Must read books! Cos' i know my english went downnnnn. & same to my chinese, but i can't do anything. I hate chinese storybooks :X Hmmmm, so yeah. Hope night walk wouldn't be any scarier than what i expect. :P

Heyyo ! : D
Overnight at my dad's house. Was so happy, the days with dad was so sweet. I only dislike somethings, when he scolded vulgarities. Seriously all came out from his mouth. He'd got new tattoos. But the tattoos was quite nice, perhaps for me but not for you. First day to his house, saw grandma (: Was so happy as the feeling was so warmth. Felt warmth when i stepped into the house. Put down my bag, & sat down chatting with grandma. Dad gave me money to go eat breakfast with my lil brother. Saw dad's friends. Called uncle here, uncle there. ((: Ate, & went back home. Then sat down & watched television shows with grandma. Papa went out, don't know for what. Should be with his friends slacking, perhaps. Then i'm seriously super duper nuper tired. Went inside the room to have a nap. My lil bro was like, keep touching me telling me to wake up. Was tired, so yeah slept. Oh ya, i forgot. -.-' My aunt was there too!(: Shopped with her at Tiong Bahru Plaza, bought a swimsuit!:D Thanks for it * then go back home to sleep nuh. Then sleep halfway from 2 plus to 3 plus, heard noises coming from the living room. Heyyo! Eileen cousin came!:D With jason, her boyfriend. (: & Ya, she's already 29 yrs old. She came back from England for a holiday. Came to visit grandma, & so coincidence, that we saw each other. Then took out those childhood memories, those photos of ours. Looking & laughing all the way. It was like, so much different from now?! ((: Last time when i was young, a baby, always kana ppl pinch cheek!)): So pain luhs!:D That's why now become fishballll!:D Then yeah, i went to buy dinner. When i came back, eileen jiejie was gone. She went off, then ya. Ate dinner, had shower. Then watched tv shows till late night. Then went into the room to sleep, sleep till the next morning, at about 10am, which is today. Then go shower & wash up, then go down meet papa at coffee shop. When walking downstairs, my lil bro came running towards me, thens we walk tgt to meet papa. Then ate, && my lil bro & me went back first. Papa there wif his friends slacking awhile. Thens thens he came back, watched tv for awhile, thens go tiong bahru plaza walkwalk. Walk walk here & there, played arcade for awhile, went to SPORTS LINK, worsh:D thens bought a adidas bag. ((: thanks papa. thens thens went home, watched tv & ate dinner. Then come back home, will miss papa (: when free, confirm will go his house!:D that's all.


Tomorrow's judo training resumes. So now, gonna go sleep & tomorrow train hard. Will go to denise's house to slack awhile & yeah, thens have fun tomorrow. Shall blog again (: loves.

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Geraldine Carey Tan Ke Qing, though we often stares at each other. & though we' often had quarellings, but you're always my WHATEVER. I swear, i won't drift with you again. I seriously never loved the quarrels we had. I hate it whenever i have argues with you. I won't want to quarrel with you anymore. I seriously hate the feelings, you'll always be deep inside my heart. Whenever i scold you, bear it in mind that its always for your own good. To scold you back to your senses. I hope you can think carefully & have a choice of your OWN, who you really loves. I won't drift from you, again & ever i won't. Our r/s ain't gonna drift, its gonna be deeper & deeper. Whatever is loved, Anything is loved too. (:

Heyyo. (: Didn't did much anything!;D Went to meet gekling at prime first followed by going to junction 8. Went to the food court & ate, waited for yanfeng to come. She came, & we waited for gekling to eat finish. Then go gekling's house cos' she need to take money. After that, is like about 4 pm already. Then bused to amk hub. Ate at the food court & then waited for bus to go opposite school to slack with youhong&anthony. Then in the bus, saw anthony. Laugh, then we want deesiao him. Messaged him say he at bus 162 with a guy beside him right. Then he turned behind to look, & he messaged back, yeah, i saw a pig behind. Laugh, we was like laughing madly. Then off the bus & i actually will lost my pouch. But lucky i know i lost it, and went back to the bus. Managed to get back. :/ Lucky me. Then slack awhile, Jeffrey, Jufri & Robin came. Then slack lo. Finished slacking aldy then Anthony, Yanfeng, Gekling, Youhong && me go play pool at bishan park there. Yanfeng, Gekling & me never play, we just watch the two of them play. After they played finished, went to school bus-stop & waited for bus. Then Anthony missed about 3 162 buses/ Hohoho, then in the end, he went with us to the pasar malam in junxtion 8. Then yeah, walk walk awhile. Then pei Anthony to the bus stop, he went off./ Yanfeng, youhong, gekling and me continues walking ard the pasar malam. Then in the end, waited for bus in interchange home. & yeah, that's all.
Won't be going to papa's house tomorrow. He's working tomorrow, sigh. So, changed plan. Will be going to his house on Monday & goes back to bishan on Tuesday night as the following day got judo training! If not, i would have stayed longer my dear. Sigh sigh sigh, so sadist manszx! So yeah, changed plan. Going to Denise's house to drink beer & swimming with Anthony, Gekling, Yanfeng & Youhong tomorrow. && yeah, tomorrow's gonna be a fun day bodohs!;D Drinking alcohol rocks my world manszx!:D So yeah, take cares everyone!;D Byes! The rest will be posted in my private blog. Zzz,

Won't be blogging from this sunday to tuesday night. Going to papa's house to stay overnight. Seriously elated!:D I miss him okays. So yeah, will be spending my time rotting there. & i hope my papa bring me go shopping woots!:D I love my family seriously. & yeah that's it. Later gonna meet up yf jie & gekling fatty to go slack. so yeah, tkcr everyon.

Didn't really blogged seriously these few days. Am too tired, even to breathe. Donno what's wrong with her. Stead with that kind of guy. It's totally disgusted. Ahhh, rawr, don't want say already. Went to denise's hse today and slacked. Then i go meet gekling at amk around 7. Then we bus-ed to j8 and shop. & ate. Bought some facial masks (: Going to put later. After all, i think i should go back & be my ownself again. (: love the feeling of single for no reasons,





fishballs,

Hellos :/ Gonna meet gekling&co at thomson plaza later on. Then go slack all this lo. i bet today's a boring day -.- judo camp cuming!xD I love it manszx!:D What the freak? At least, 5 pairs of white tee shirts lo/ How sial. Lols, will think of an idea. tkcr everyone. made a new gan. tomatocherrie'jiejie (:

Hellos! :/ Got back my results, ain't that good. Almost failed English&Chinese, for goodness sake. Failed History only. The rest managed to pass. Best subject was Literature & Mathematics. Not that good & excellent but tried my best. Like that also can get class position 15/35 yo!(: Okays, had attended the parent meeting session. Were going on smoothly. I'm so surprised, Mrs Seah didn't said anything to my dad yeah. Only say, i'm attentive & shows the initiative to ask questions i doubt. That's very good lo!:D Now, concentrate on studies. Aim for EOYS. Pls god, don't let me do badly for it. Had a class bloggie yeah & will be having a private blog. (:
&& yeah, private blog is my feelings not badmouthing others yo!(: Tkcr, june hols started!:D

Totally disappointed but well, its just a game? & yeah, get over everything. & today's jolly's bday. HAPPY BDAY YO!(: & yeah, training is indeed tough today. & moreover, my leg injury. I won't cycle anymore recently. Got a bad impact, & yeah pain seriously. What's more, training today. Randori & Fanny accidentally kicked my leg oh my shit lah!:x Its like, Argh! Never mind i tolerate. As well, i can't possibly shout out loud ba?:X Just feel like shouting, fkyou. You were never worth my love lah dey. Go stead with the gal whom you gave the heart-shaped stone bah. :) i'm fine with it, cos i don't really wanna care anymore. & went to an art programme called the dragon kiln. Was kinda fun till something happened? Didn't knew which school was it, but was like scolding bishan park & badmouthing. & that's when we started to scold back, showing our middle fingers & yeah, especially zhihao!:D so funny okay! Point too much middle finger then Ms Tang pulled his ear! Hohoho, on th bus took some pictures yeah. Shall upload some another day. After school, as there were still judo training held ard 3.30pm. Thus Zhihao, Rishi, Eugene, Thignesh, Jazreel & Yolande & me went to amk hub to shop 7 eat. Went to eat in the food court upstairs yeah. After that, Rishi went home with his so called bag?! Hohoho, Kahsiang`gaypartner came to meet us. Went to shop ard amk hub till about 3 plus. Zhihao&Kahsiang went to minitoons & bought the hair clip, so funny de? Mushroom&ladybird hair clip. Asked me go cashier help them pay cos later cashier say they mad:x Then yeah, went to the toilet & took some pictures. So funny? Shall upload in the next post. Then on the way back to the bus stop to take bus go back school, saw rykcia, zhiyong, xinni, xinyi. Then i think they bought cake & food for jolly bah. Then we went back school. Late for judo, kahsiang, jazreel&me. Then quickly changed into judo gi & went into th dojo. Then hmm, keep practicing lo was tired can say so. Leg kicked by so many people ok. Hmm then like that lo, at the end dibrief. Gave me the consent form for judo camp & yeah. After judo went prime to eat with gekling. Saw babysnow. Talked to her awhile then yeah. Then go junction 8 shopshop. That's all. & yeah, i seriously have the sudden urge to say a word, fkyou. & judo camp's coming!:D I'm in Tzeyan's group ya. & so, that's all ba. At first all the sweet stuffs came out from your mouth & now, all the bitter stuffs started to begin & came out again. I trust no more. Jazreel, thanks for your concern. Seriously, i've only got you to trust. No more other, including guys. Hurt me once & again ya. Yayayaya, we can't be tgt lah. All words from your mouth. Siansations.

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Everyone has their stories behind their back. Everyone has past, but its over. Don't judge a person by its past & neither by looks. Most importantly, don keep thinking about th past. As i already said, is PAST. Get over it soon && yeah , everyone deserves a chance. Judo camp coming soon, creepy stuffs soon!:D Hohoho, its gonna be a lively & happy camp!:D

I love these color. :) Perhaps Sharon & me will be opening a blogshop if can get supplies from her aunt. Haas, been chatting with her in msn since morning yeah. Xiaxue's blog really that popular, so many people has been telling me yeah, that includes Sharon![: Haas, judo camp coming too![: It's gonna be creepy when i think of th nightwalks!:X & laugh. I don't entertain motherfuckers![: Roger, you get the hell out lah dey![: &&, Mrs Seah called my father. Opps, muahahah. Got a letter so everything's alright tomorrow. Tkcr everybody (: && my leg's pain like &#($@(^#!_~_@*#$&# 1:D

Tomorrow's gonna be a fine day:/ No cries, no sad. Only smiles&laughters!:D


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Hey yo!:D was seriously rotting at home. I wonder what i did for th past few hours, as usual. Blogging, chatting in msn, & friendster. Rotting seriously yo!D: Didn't went to school & outside today. My leg was getting more serious, than before. Pain & pain, profusely. I seriously hates pain&hurt loads. Get it over soon, yeah. I've missed 2 days of school!D: Oh my goodness! All because of my leg. But i think, my holidays already started when others are starting it on 24th of May. Muahahah, Ruting said we're going to meet on 6th of June!:D Yay! Finally, okay. It's been months since we'd last met yo!D: So yeah, has been chatting in msn with Sharon for like more than a hour? Muahahah, its seriously siansations. She also rotting!:D Lols, IloveWILLABELLE&AHGER!:D Gonna watch video now, so i shall blog maybe, tomorrow or tonight. Tomorrow's judo training!:D yay! Though it may seem tiring as its been weeks since i'd just trained yeah. Everybody should work hard towards their goal. & i believe, if i really manage my time wisely during june hols, it will seriously boost my EOY marks up!:D & yeah, everyone deserves a chance. But he didn't gave me th chance, its okay perhaps? I just have to learn, to be a strong gal. Everything is just meant to be, we can't win to fate, obviously. But i just thinks that, everybody deserves a chance, & so am i. But you didn't gave me th chance. Now, i should maybe try to forget you & give him a chance. (: i believe i can be, let's fly up high(: Hui zhe chi pang fei de nu hai : D

& yeah, yanfeng&&denise. From now on, i won't break my promises anymore. I won't emo in front of you two duh. ((: Ilovesyou!:D

&Junxian, thanks for your concern & yeah, i hope i won't break those promises again. Only two days in a month!:D Wahahaha, bird shitttt!:x I'll be happy & ever, you also hoh!:D

Jocelyn!D: Really sorry lah dey. && jeffrey's only like a friend to me, closer, like a brother only. Don't anyhow anyhow think okay. I got the person whom i loved now. So, pls. I can see jeffrey living in agony luh. He dam sad && emo when he's with us luh. Patchpatchpatch![: I want to see you two everlasting!:D Take cares okay. Don't anyhow think already, i swear, nothing actually happened. Stop worrying!:D We're just friends!D: So pls, seeing a friend living in th life of agony is really terrible. Jocelyn, i know you still love Jeffrey & so, go for it![: I believe he love you wholeheartedly yeah so, just don't misunderstand okay? We're just FRIENDS!{: & yeah, patch back k. He's really from a Happyfusion, turned into a Sadnessfusion! I hope you can get what i mean & understand yeah, he's really crazy over you.

Was a quite tired & fun day perhaps? People out there, i won't post any unhappy stuffs here. All written in my diaries. I've got three diaries now, should be enough for this year perhaps? Sorry that i didn't post any entries yesterday. Overnight at Denise's house yesterday. Was cycling around th basement in th evening for, i guess 12 rounds of cyclings yeah? Ahahahah, was quite tired. Yesterday didn't actually expect to stay overnight at Denise's house but it's getting late thus i overnight-ed at her house. Was listening & watching th video of " hui zhe chi pang fei de nue hai " . Was dam touching yeah, & it actually made me turned stronger, seriously. Denise ordered KFC in th evening & we actually ate quite a lot. Ahahahah, listened to songs & fell asleep soundly. & likewise, i guess Denise too. Then we just sleep till th next morning, about 6 plus. & Denise woke up at 5 plus & yeah, went to lower peirce reservoir. After th outing to lower peirce, went back to Denise's house & yea, playing in th pool again in clothes but not swimming costumes!:D Ahahahah, then play, play & play in th pool & seriously, today was everybody drenched!:D Hohoho, then security guard came & we came out of th pool. Went to Denise's basement to slack awhile & th rest, junxian, jufri, jeffrey, bryan, yanfeng went home. I pei Denise at her house cos i don't feel like going home so earlier. Reached home at 5pm, i guess? Tomorrow's school, & serious i hate it. My head is spinning!D: Feeling so terrible now.
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Hohoho, new topic & yea. Gal, we're quits seriously. I don't say you & you don't say me. We're just completely strangers. Okay, let others say what they want bah. Ahahaha, i don't wanna care anymore. & yeah, you tkc too & goodluck for everything,

Best wishes,
jesmine.

Blogged now, post now. Gonna go off from house soon to Denise's house. Meeting Yanfeng at Denise's house bus-stop at 1pm. Nothing happened today. Just feel tired of life but will still carry on. Will be bringing some books there to study. I must spend my time wisely, i swear. Shall blog when i`m free bah. See you guys![: My MYE is dam sucky )':


Labels: What's yours will be yours, if not don't ever snatch it!{:

Woke up by my lil bro's noises, its dam noisy in th roof as i can hear his voice from th room. Its tremendously funny!:D Then woke up, found myself in a mess? My leg's bleeding due to th friction of bicycle(by jeffery). Its dam painful alright, how i wish to drop dead. xD Switched on th computer & ate abit. Everything's okay except for my leg. & sorry, that my profile doesn't had have a picture as th picz is too big. :x Ahh, ate & was full. Then came online in msn & now posting. Was dam tired, even now. Diary!:D I didn't wrote any entries on it today!:O Must write later on. Now staying at home to rot. Wishing to go on a shopping spree now, immediately!:D But can't luh, never mind. Next time bah, there's still long way to go yeah? And, perhaps i should tear away th birthday card? Argh, i think giving him best wishes on th card nah. =.- Nothing to do using computer. Only blogging & chats in msn. Freaking rot okay. Not sure if tomorrow's going out. Everybody's tired, so am i. I'm tired of hating you, gal. I don't want to hate anyone now. It's your choice for hating me, i can't stop it yeah. But seriously, just want to say something i feel that i should, i'm wishing them an everlasting love, & i've got no evil intentions of breaking that loving couple up. Get your facts right okay, but i seriously don't want to write about you in my blog. I've stopped hating you, but for you hating me, i bet you are still. & calling me a breaker, ain't gonna affect my life. Its just a few words that might make me knock out. Seriously, hating someone is tired, so is saying about someone. I've to carry on my life without him, though. So, my choice is right. For choosing single & studying hard. EOY exams are still long way to go, but times flies. I must spend my june holidays wisely, without wasting even a second. People out there too yeah, no more things to be said out anymore. Saw kaisheng&johnson at sch bus-stop today afternoon. Well, that's all.

Labels: Jesmine's life is screwed because of you.

Everything happens just in one day. Ton-ed at Denise's house yesterday with yanfeng`jie, junxian, matthias, jeffrey, jufri. Didn't managed to sleep well, was all th way blank since an accident happened. I don't want to mention it anymore, so i shut up. (': Cycling from afternoon to night. Pro? My legs are stretching & i hope i will grow taller & taller! To be strong, is one of my principles. So jesmine, you can be a strong one, slowly. Went to lower peirce reservoir yesterday to actually watch sun-set in th afternoon near to evening, about 6 plus. But it's getting late & we actually wanted to catch a movie. Parked bicycles near amk hub. Went to see there's any interesting movies. Yanfeng`jie was intending to watch " a night in vegas " ? I think, forget th tittle already :x Stm, psps. Then in th end, we went to th food court in amk hub to eat. I ate loads okay? It's like wtf. =.- I seriously ate too much, okay. After th eating session, Denise & me felt like shopping. Thus we went shopping in amk hub. Bus-stop has loads of nice tops yeah. But lost my wallet luh! I'm still angry about myself for this type of carelessness. Shopped finished, went to a shop called " art box ". Went in to take a look, saw many notebooks & diaries. Thus thought of buying 3 diaries & writing out secrets in it. I shall say no more :x Its secret!:D Only Yanfeng & denise & me are allowed to take a look in our three diaries. Hohoho, that's gonna be fun and, yanfeng. Smile every moment alright!:D Denise bought an extra diary for me, thanks!:D Then was actually intending to cycle back to Denise's house. But end up, jeffery called & we ended up going to lower peirce reservoir. Went there yeah, challenge who reach first. Th gals or th boys. In th end, th boys reached first. Yesterday was my first time going lower peirce in th night okay!:D Th scenery is seriously, i've got no words to describe. Its just so ... Then slack there awhile. Wrote th birthday card. Denise asked us whether if we want go her house overnight or not cos its getting late. Then i call my dad, surprisingly. He let me go, didn't asked for th address. Thanks for giving me trust & freedom yeah. Then Yanfeng go back home to shower & do some stuff first, then Denise & me went to her house. Showered, then waited for their calls telling us to go to th guard house & fetch them. So well, went to th basement & then went up to Denise's room. Dam slacky okay. I only managed to sleep at 6 plus, pro right? My eye blacks are all coming out again )': Sadist lah!D: Put mask also no use!, this is what Denise said. (': Hahahah, then later going to catch some sleep. For, seriously i didn't had enough sleep these few days upon knowing my results. My results are freaking sucky. Funny lehs!:D You know why funny? Cos when jeffery sleeping that time, i think junxian&jufri used th marker to draw on th face & body. Hohoho, there goes a sabotage. :x Heees, laughed all th way. Had slight fever when i woke up ard 10 plus. Whole body feeling seriously weak okay. It's not bluffing, its true )': Nobody cares okay. Even he don't care, why i should tkc of myself. But now, there's two sisters whom i actually loved so much. They are seriously deary to me lols. Denise&yanfeng, we shall not drift apart okay. We shall make our relationship stable & never sink (": Ily tons <3>
I bet you guys wanna know my results, though its freaking laokui. But just say only luh, scare for what. =.-

Mathematics Paper One:
38/50
Mathematics Paper Two:
26/50
Overall:
64/100
I think a B3.

English Summary&comprehension:
19/45
Its dam sucky. I dont know th rest of th papers yet.

Science section a:
21/30
section b:
25/40
section c:
9/30
Overall:
55/100
Its a improvement actually but i think could do more better than these. D:

Geography:
Overall:
59/100
50 over something dhea.
Sucky, blame myself for everything. what kind of geog rep is this manszx!

History:
33/75
blame myself for not memorising those questions, now i know, everything worksheets & revision notes are important )':

Okay, that's all i think. Yesterday happened too many things, unexpectedly.
Nobody's in th wrong, its just an [u]accident[/u] .
Cheer up, everybody!:D
Smiles every moments yeah!
And, i'm gonna treasure th holidays. Make use of th free time to meet up gans/friends & also not forgetting, studies for EOY exams.
Everyone tkc.

Labels: Gonna catch a sleep now, anything call or message me & i shall reply as soon when i wake up. Yawn, post next time. (':

Denise&Yanfeng are parts of my life, trust me when i say our r/s are not gonna fade. :D

Later shall blog okay. I've headache. Sorry guys. Ahh shit! Today got th maths project thingy luh. T.T die luhs.

What th hell? I realised i had a slight fever & headache. It's really very hurt, i'm giddy. About th faint, most likely. But i shall post first, cos i own this diary & i shall post it daily. (': I've th poorest marks of all, i guess. I shall post th results out tomorrow, im seriously sick. Im happy enough to receive his message. Thanks lots & early happy bday!:D I've gtg rest, tmr most likely not goin to sch. Post tomorrow, byee! & good night!

Hellos, post again now. Am too tired. Walk th whole afternoon, legs are dam tired ok. I pity my legs! Walked ard fareast plaza. Went to th shop called "bus-stop". Last time go there, th tops & bottoms are dam nice. But today go there, machiam nothing to see want luh. Then pei my sis go walk. Walk till ard 5 plus then go bugis. Went behind bugis village, saw those tee-shirts shop ard th alley. Went to see those tee-shirt. Bought two tees, rolling stones & " i love sad songs" . Lols, followed by a walk in bugis village. Ahh, forgetten. I also bought a sling bag in an accesories shop. A black one yeah, then i suddenly have an urge to re-pierce my tongue once again! I donno why i feel like piercing again luh, but cannot )': Cause got judo, can't pierce uh! Alamak lah, but if i pierce again, it would be th 4th time re-piercing aldy! Don't wanna pierce too many times luh, later my taste bud gone uh! Then shopped ard bugis village luh, my sis bought so many things luh. Then wanted to buy spaghetti-stripes top. But in th end, my sis say she got, somemore haven't wear yet, so she say she give me. Then went to makan. Bugis village ain't like before luh. In th past, i mean last year, got so many beautiful&pretty stuffs, tops & bottoms. Donno what happened today uh. Tomorrow results for midyears out oh! Get ultra good results, i wish. (': That's all, i shall post tomorrow. Gonna sleep soon, yawn.


Labels: Next month's gonna chiong work aldy! )':

Last post, gonna go out soon with sis. Bye everyone, might be posting tonight, but if its too late & i'm tired, i shall post tomorrow. Will also be posting my midyear results tomorrow. Gonna go change & all.

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blog again. hahaha, changed skin again.

Hellos. (': Posting again, it seems like my blog is not dying like before yea? I think it is more than alive. Hohohos, finished all th things. Replacement of ez-link & dbs card. Now back to normal, but th thing is that i lost a letter, )': we are not meant to be. Th hurts you created for me. Sigh, never mind. Maybe changing blogskin again!:D I'm seriously too free yea, will be shopping with sis later on. Everybody take care. Don't feel like contacting anyone today.


Labels: Now you're so happy& i should be happy too. Th memories x/3

Hellos, 14th of May today. Its been three months since i love you. & i do, still love you forever & ever. I hope my love for you is gonna last. Th memories in th past will be kept deeply in my heart, & i meant what i said. Ahhh, just gonna say, last long. Today gonna go bugis & town at around 3 plus. What th hack? Its darn late to go at th time! I've got school tomorrow okay, but never mind. Let me relax & stop thinking about those past memories rewinding. Jesmine! You can stop thinking about those! Seriously, you can. Faithful jie told me to go lower peirce to shout & cry there. She's going to bring Denise there. But i can't. )': I promised my sis to go out with her & yeah, promises are not meant to be broken. It's meant to be kept. I'm just in a confusion state. I'm just paranoid, but i seriously hope that they won't say i'm trying to break that loving couple up. Cause, i swear i won't do it. As long as he's happy, i don't mind sacrificing anything. Just so long that he's happy. I love you more than anyone else. I just can't bear to see you hurt, neither sad. So, please be happy all th times yeah. I hope my dedication for you, will let you get stronger & happy all th time!:D I've to put on fake smiles, to let people from gossiping. I can't cry in front of most people, for they're not trusted. Only faithful jie & Denise, are who can be my counsellor. Hahah! Though i always console them!:D Heheheh! Later gonna go replacement for DBS card & ez-link in th morning. Then come back home, blog again lo. Then most likely, go out with my sis straight away.

Hey, junxian. You can find a better girl. & seriously, i don't believe you can love me that much okay. It ain't possible for me to believe. I'm not a three-year-old gal, neither am i so believing in others words. What you say, are actually words. Actions are harder than words coming out okay. One month later, i've got to know you well before i can do anything. & seriously, i don't want Bryan & your r/s to drift apart. You say what, you don't want other gals except me. Its lame okay. -.- Seriously, i still have him deep inside my heart. Anything, one month later see how. If what you said are true, then you will still be waiting for me after one month. But if you doesn't, then its fake. Let me repeat, i hate liars. So, if you are lying. Admit to me now before i really got fed up. Well, that's all.

I hope today will be a day whereby i don't cry yeahs.

Labels: Raining now! )': Th thunderstorm suck. Judo training's gonna resume soon!:D

Hohohos, changed my blogskin again :x Maybe i'm too free yeah? I'm back to th old me, enjoy going town & bugis much much. I hope to go upper peirce soon!:D Mama called me just now, i was so happy. She didn't called me for th past few days, which made me felt kinda uneasy. Mama <3 Uh, matt. -.- You know Bryan longer than J. Xian, but you choose to be on J. Xian's side. This only shows that Bryan & your brotherhood ain't strong. Ignore Bryan for what, he didn't do anything wrong what. If he like me also got wrong, then junxian like me also got wrong lah hors! Stop all this arguing, its freaking childish. I can't believe yours' brotherhood can be compared to a guy you just know for a few weeks. & i've got nothing to say. I'm on neither one of your side. I'm not gonna care about all this childish nonsense, its all rubbish okay. Wasting time only! -.- Junxian called me now, i didn't answer th call. I just don't feel like answering yeah. He's really ... yeah, i treat him as a friend. But only as a friend ok. Told him to stop waiting for me, then this's what he replied : " Why? U so sure u wun love me? Or i not good? If u really can tell me why then ok." I was like rooted okay. Didn't know what to reply so i choose not to reply. I just can't love him. I don't have th feeling, stop pressuring me. You are not making me happy, you are giving me stress; which i hate th most. Gonna slp soon yeah. Will be calling faithful jie first. Shall blog again tomorrow. No mood =/

Argh, machiam my fault lo. Zhihao & me drifted apart since he started to mix with others. Brother, relax alright? I know you're feeling very low now due to some personal matters right? Just try to solve it w/o getting hurt or upset yeah? Take mch cares,

Today listening comprehension, okok. Passage one was hard ok! & Mrs Seah was dam hilarious! A teacher whom everyone likes. :D Th cd-player was faulty as she can't switched it on. We nearly thought, ahh. Our lc confirm will need more time. But in th end, i think is power shot so we managed to find th plug & it was near charlotte & mine seat. Woah, it was blasting all th way okay. Argh, nbr mind. Its over so i should't broad over it anymore. Let's just hope i pass every subjects, but it is beyond my expectation. Today & tomorrow is marking days. Thursday will be giving us our results. Oh pls god, let me have my results well-done.
Went to thomson plaza first, makan with faithful jie. Was damn full, & this silly jie of mine. Poured all th chilli into my soup, was dam hot ok!:D Eyer, you bad bad uh. Then bandung again. We're mad about bandung yeah, hehehes. After we had ate finished, Denise called & said she's on her way to thomson plaza. So i hurry drank up th bandung quickly. Ahhh, wanted to vomit. Donno why, :x In th end, went to th toilet to vomit. )': Th feeling was so terrible ok! Went to th entrance, but saw Denise coming in when we're going out to find her. Then went back to food court again, KFC wasn't opened at th time. She ate, while we listened to songs. She finished, followed by Gek ling. After they ate finished, we wanted to go opposite sku to buy bubble tea. But it was such a hassle, thus we went to prime there buy. Buy finish already then went to j8's playground. Meeted junxian, matthias, xiaoyuan, juanda, bon&li, denise, faithful jie & gek ling in total. Juanda helped me this time round, but i shouldn't had. It will only make th matter worse. Go food court of j8 & had some drinks. Juanda, bon&li left soon. Then jx & matt go playground first. Left me, xiaoyuan, denise, gek ling & faithful jie. I wanted to drink my mineral water finish so can play true & dare using it. When i was drinking, denise&co keep making fun. & sorry yea, th water was spilled from my mouth to Xiaoyuan. Oppps!:O Hehehes, then denise make me back lo. Then gek ling & faithful jie & me went to th toilet first, cos th light is so bright okay. Then denise & xiaoyuan go playground wait for us. After going to th toilet, we went to th playground. Expecting jx & matt to be there. But well, they left. Then sigh, i can't trust boys. I just found out, even faithful jie believed they never smoke. Cos they were eating mentoes all th way. :x Sorry, im just being so unreasonable ok. So, i suggest you not to wait for me anymore. How long can you wait? A few days? Th more days you wait, th more hurt are you. I don't want to see anybody hurt. Cos you're all my friend. :x Go for joey!:P Ahahahs, oh shitness la!
Wallet lost, inside contains of cash $80 over, DBS card & ez-link card. & a letter which is precious to me all along. Well, maybe its not fated to be mine. I mean th letter. I know th wallet is lost, & so it is. No point broading over it yeah. & junxian, told you not to go back & find it. & what, you told me you're already on your way. -.- Lost means lost, i can't get back. Thanks for going back to find. But its useless ; Called daddy. He say its my responsibility. Argh, i've got used to it. Even I.V.B.P.S , lols lamer. Then tomorrow going for a replacement for my DBS card & ez-link. I swear not to use wallets anymore. Later got lost again. )':
Going to town & bugis tomorrow with sis. I'm gonna be th old jesmine that was in th past. In th past, i didn't have so much troubles. I didn't got hurt, i was shopping all days & nights. See whatever i like, i would seriously buy it. & yes, i won't change for anyone. That includes YOU too. You know who you are. -.-
Its th 14th of May tomorrow. 14th is th day where my love for you deepen. Tomorrow will be th date where memories of th past rewinds. You're still th only love in my heart, deeply. I know i will cry tomorrow. 我不想忘记你. Th past rewinds th memories. It had already been 3 months tomorrow. )':

Seriously, sorry. Im just a useless, fxuking slut & bitch. I'm not a good choice for all boys yeah. I seriously hope you're okay. Ahhh, reached home & bathed straight away. Just went to take my pay. Ahaha, i seriously can't control my feelings, i meant what i said, SERIOUSLY. I donno what th fxuk happened to me. 对不起, & im really okay yeah. It wasn't done purposely, its all my fault actually. I shouldn't have came to know you, jx. Yanfeng(jie), i know you are worried for me. I know all its my own good, thanks seriously <3 yeah, i will be a faithful mei :x & i know, promises are not meant to be broken. Unlike some people, broken promises to me till i get deeply hurt. Junxian, i just seem not to know you well. I just think that we're better off to be friends than in love maybe? I donno anything, everything seems to be a stranger to me. I've just known you for these past days. I don't think i can try even, though... Ahhh, joey loves you, why not go back to her? (: I feel so strange when i was with you, i donno what's th feeling. My mind's just so messy. That night playing true or dare, is actually my feeling is turned upside down. Firstly, i tot its just a game, seriously game yeah. Didn't expect myself to be dared with you. Holded hands, hands over my shoulder, these things are actually making me rewinding th past memories of him. I know he's got a girlfriend, i won't ruin their r/s , as long as he's happy. That would be fine for me. Rkycia, treat him well. Last long long okay. Junxian, one word, 对不起 . I bet , just now if i bo talk to you. You confirm don't dare talk to me want luh. :x Don't smoke already, Matthias Law, you're th other one. Jx & matt, don't smoke k. Its seriously bad for health. If you two continue smoking, our friendship will be severed truly. & im serious. If i ever caught you guys smoking in front of me, our friendship will seriously be severed, i meant what i said. Just now you two told me, you two won't smoke anymore. I die die don't believe it, i know you guys confirm will want luh. If you two seriously continue, i don't think i will talk to you two again!D; Hur! Just don't let me catch you two smoking. You two will be hell dead ok! D; Ahhh, yf(jie) & matt was damn couple-liked okay. Well, i hope th game on th past few day actually brought them back, once again yeah! I know im useless, i know ok. No point telling me, i've got a faithful jie <3 打情骂瞧 is what they do okz! Shhh, dont tell faithful jie <3 Later she cum wack me, i mati le ahh! -.- Ahahah, 我不是故意的. I dont mean it. I just got no time to have a r/s & i seriously think better off to be friends <3 Today faithful jie lonbang me from Denise's hse to bishan to find jx, matt, bryan, manager. Ahaha, was quite fun yeah, but bang till ceiling. bike senag. psps, jie )": den matt & jx smoked in front of me, which i cant stand it. I wont let th past turned back. I will try to be a good girl <3 I shall blog tmr yeah.

Labels: Promises are not meant to be broken & 我知道有一种爱叫放手 ;D

Posting currently in Denise's house. Dont wanna talk about things which are sad. D; Jx & b. Dont emo pls, especially b, stop using physical hurting to yourself. ;( I've got nothing to say. I'm just a useless gal, a bloody bitch & a slut. I'm not worth your love, jx. I just cant stop thinking of someone else. Didnt intend to say out, im afraid people will spread rumours. I'm gonna concentrate on th studies. Mathematics Paper Two was somehow hard for a few qn , ahhh. Guess who's th setter, Mrs Seah! Was seriously tricky for some questions. Maybe i wont get A1s. )": Huihui's boring! D; Becos i snatched th laptop from her ;x Miss tang & mr ng, once a teacher, forever a teacher. I wont forget you two, best wishes <3>
Jacelyn Tay Jing Yi & Teo Shienli,
To Jacelyn : Sweetie, I miss you ok. Hope to see you soon enough, remember that i will always be there with you when you're feeling low. I just love you okay, we once drifted after we left th school. But i'll try to pull back th love. & anyway, we didnt even fade love for each other, right? Takecare, misses.


To Shienli : Baobeihoney, i miss you too laaa! I hope to see you soon enough! Remember i'll be there for you too =D I love you too, we seriously drifted apart after we've left sch. But i want to pull back our r/s. Takecare, misses.


Later gonna go with yf'jie to collect pay. Gekling will only receive $15. Alamak -.- Blog again next time!:D Tmr's listening comprehension!"DDD

Im gonna chiong maths now, got to go.
& pls, can anybody tell me what on earth is happening?
Who's gonna get hurt?
Which three? Why are they gonna get hurt emotionally & physically/...

Studies are my concentration :O




Xiaojesmine loves herself only <3

We've got th same kind of blood <3 Iloveyou, mama. x33333333333333 You're th best mummie in th world!:D

Hengjiening, my beloved mummie. Happy mothers' day yea? I hope to see you soon. Although we seldom contact, i still loves you as much as before ok! Since last year, i think its about 7 to 8 months of love alrdy. I miss you.

Duneliling, my cutie mummie. Happy mothers' day! I love you! Score well for exams yea!

Amber, my baobei mummie. Although we drifted a lot, im trying to pull us back like before. I love you ~ We had already lost contact w each other, i guess so. Since last year, its been 10 months i think. Imissyou~ )": come back to me~

Ahhh, maths paper two tomorrow. I'm kinda nervous as th only way to ace in mathematics is these paper! I've got to score well, yeah. I'm gonna chiong practice on maths till night. Till i sleep yea, i dont care. Must aim for it. This's my target, i'll try. Algebraic manipulations, solving equations, scales&maps, all of th topics are fun, but well, they drives me crazy!~

Students of class 606'07 : Please take note.
There will be a class gathering for us on th 3rd of June. Those who are going please contact me at 81932810. Or contact Steffi/Junhao/Hweelin. Thanks. I miss th jokers so much! :DDD Those who thinks that this gathering is meaningless, then dont go :x

My mind is so lost, so blank. I donno what to do nor what to say.
jesmine! (: Just focus on studies first ;x

Shall post tomorrow, i guess.
As i need to chiong practice for math now.
Got to go, byeee.


Labels: Ruchin heartie iloveyou.

Dont put private already (: Later ppl tot i humji.


Boy, you say you seriously love me & cares for me. I hope what you said is true. <3
Although i just know you today, but you give me warmth, which most guys can't.
Seriously, iloveyou<33

Eyerrs, wasting time to post out on bloody bytches only. Think le jiu erxin. Sua, dont think le. Gal ahhh, pls lo. " Gal " is a common name for people lo pls. You better think twice before you say something la dey. Whatever you are saying, hmm yea. I agree, i cant stop you. You can write anything in your blog, i cant do anything so likewise la, bloody bitch. I dont mind whatever you say about me, but i dont like zy le. seriously. dont believe? I swear upon th sky laa hoh, Jesmine swears she wont like zhiyong & wont break them up. Happy? You confirm happy de la. Forgetting him is a joyful thing to be celebrated yea (: dont waste time le. lameshit -.-




HELLOS;
Now i'm gonna do a proper posting.
Am too tired ok, seriously.
Work today was not that smooth.
Junxian helped me sold one. (:
So, thanks.
Matt helped yf''jie sold one too. (:
Deniseeee! Her family brought from her one.
Hahahah, nothing much today happened.
But haizz, ( copying matt )
Hahahah! Played true or dare.
Woahhh! Keep on aim me, junxian, yanfeng & matt,
not fair uh! Hahahahs.
Yanfeng & matt holded hands! (:
For a few minutes, pls manszx.
I think its more than 10 minutes~!
& put hand on yf's waist, i think?
Forget le -.-
Lmaos laaa, me & junxian is th worst ok!
Hold hands + his hands over my shoulder ehs!
Ahhhh, freakkkk.
So long never do all these things alrdy, seriously. -.-
Junxian made me felt warmth, happy. (:
Thanks jx <3
You made for forget him, x33
Had a slight fever on th way to denise's ahma house.
All told me to drink th medicine.
So bitter ok! Hahahah,
11 plus then reach home lo.
Thanks junxian again, for sending me back home.
& i can see, i feel love revived back again.
I will treasure & cherish this time,
you made me feel love back.
Thanks, seriously thanks.
& pls, dont blame yourself.
Its not your fault ok.
If you stop blaming yourself, i will be happy (:
That's all i asked for yea.
Will be setting my blog private! :D
In case some bitches, sluts, bastards & hongsters dirty my blog! :x
Woahhh, iloveyou<3>

Hellos. =/ Gonna go work later uh. Ahhh, happy that randolph dear didnt forget me yet. I'm not cuteee lo. -.- lmao uh, hahahah. saw ken ganlaogong in bus ytd. Jiening mommy is my sunshine. :x

Takecare everybody , goodluckk to me today!

Byeee, shall blog again tonight.

~ my heart never felt so empty before ~

Today's immensly bored. And, that explain my update. So yeah, i'm basically just trying to keep my blog alive ._.
And since i've seriously no idea what to write about. I'll do the survey then. (:
1) At what age do you wish to marry?
Seriously, no idea.
2) Who is more important to you? Cliques or Boyfriend?
Cliques.
3)Who is the person you trust most?
So far, nobody.
4)Do you think you've enough confidence?
Nonono.
5)If you can make a dream come true, what would it be?
Get better grades.
6)Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after it rains?
I saw one before (:
7)What is your goal for this year?
Get medals for competitions in judo!
8)Do you believe in eternity love?
If mine had never ended. Then, maybe.
9)Have you ever broken someone's heart that they tried to commit suicide?
No.
10)What feeling do you love most?
Emolicious feeling yea.
11)What feeling do you hate the most?
Ghosts & creeps!
12)What are the requirements you expect from your other half?
Love me truly.
13)Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Yes, definitely.
14)Do you believe in miracle?
Rarely But still, yes.
15)What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Mummy.
16)Who cares for you the most?
Obviously, my family.
17)Do you think that love is stupid?
Never.
18)What have you regretted in your whole life?
For loving a guy which is not worth my wait.
19)If time were to rewind, would you want it to be?
Yes.
20)Describe the person who tagged you.
Cheerful, hyper, pretty, adorable, perfect dar (:

Blog's kind of faulty.
Thus i shall do my replies here.

To yvonne: Yvo, pls lo. -.- You more chio ok! Dont argue hoh. Hahahah!
To penny: Penny! Yeayea, one day. LOL, nonono. Not pretty! You're prettier ok! Last long with Jackson!
To passerby: Hahahah! Passerby, just who're you? Just tell me lah dey. -.-








There's work tomorrow. Hahahah! Hope to sell out many tomorrow.
Withloveeee.

Hellos.
Post now alright.
Went to Denise's house just now, was funny ok!
Huihui, zhangjie, yanfeng and me.
Cycling halfway at Denise's basement, fell down from th bike -.-
I didnt managed to balance well.
Luckily, judo saved me again ok!
Front breakfall bangg!~
LOL.
Keep contact with Ruting sweetsweet, Ruchin heartie, Huiling lollipop and Agnes sweetie.
Am so happy ok! They're my everything!~
Ahhhh, science so difficult today eh!
Die lo die lo. -.-
Confirm fail lo.
Science & history, no hopes already.
I only pin my hopes on Mathematics left.
& geography too.
Well, let's just hope i've passed my average total yea.


Change topic now: Slandering.

Wahseh! Slandering is a crime eh!
Hahahah! I'm lame lo.
Well, nothing could change me.
Even my mother, & you wanna change me?!?!
Calling people a breaker?
Ahhh, i feel pity for you ok.
Firstly, this is my blog.
I've got the rights to write anything in my blog, likewise you too.
If you never write about me, i wont ok!
Get th facts right first lah. -.-
I wont argue with uncivilised people calling me a breaker.
Is useless though. -.-
All these bullshit doesn't gonna affect me yea?
I guess so, & pls.
Stop acting as if you know me so well.
You're not close to me ok!
Stop badmouthing people yea.
Gal, i believe someone will do that to you one day if you continue like this.
I'm actually wasting time on posting this topic out.
But well, i've got enough of it yea.
Calling me a breaker when i'm not.
& even my closest friends doesn't know me well ok!
Ahhh, pls stop all these slandering.
Although i know its your blog.
Zzz, your rights i know.
But slandering?!
I admit lah hoh.
I got tell him when he stead with her, i still like him.
Got wrong mehs?
If they're really true to each other.
This sentence wont gonna affect their relationship ok!
Shut the crap out of your mouth lah. -.-
Its lame ok, grow up gal! -.-
He's hers, i know ok.
But you also got like him before uh.
Dont act as if you didnt gal.
& gal, telling my friends to betray me yea?
My friend's not gonna do so.
She told me what you've told her and asked her.
Asked her to tell you whatever jie and me say right?
Ahhh, poor la deyy.
So now, i'm going to repeat once more.
& th LAST time ok.
Dont make me say again if not gal, you can be sued for slandering. -.-


Girl uh. I feel pity for you uh.
Ahhh, poor jiu poor la dey.
Stop badmouthing people ok.
Its slandering ok, i repeat.
Judo is our cca, i respect it.
I respect sulaiman & mr yeo too.
I give them face lah hoh. -.-
I wont even give a dam to what you said.
Useless lah dey -.-
Dont judge me or even say something about me when you dont even know me well.
Pls lah hoh, how many times i'd repeated.
You should know.
& that shows that,
im already somehow quite fed up.

I shall post tomorrow. Wont be free tonight ; mugging . Spammers are absolutely not welcomed. So please, get lost. Everything changes, so am i. I agree to this sentence. Why am i th one who got hurt in th end. Hmfp, stop all these nonsense. Dont let me see you again, i beg you. Thanks very much. Will be putting my blog to private if there's anymore spammers. Try to spam me if you dare, IP addresses will be take down immediately. Even those who try in lenshop, dare me. & i'm serious.

Replies to tagggg!

Ym: Thnks for helping me. Playboys will not be loved, i've forgotten him. (:
Caroline: Valentinebaby! I misses you too! Hope to see you soon. <3
Mona: Lol. By luck. -.-
(: : Who are you? Uhahas.
Passerby: Who you sial? Jiaying? Lol. thk. tkc.

It looks th same but it actually doesn't. Everything changes, so am i.

Sorry guys. Didn't post for a few days. Computer spoilt, there's nothing to be done. Finally, the technician came to my house just now. Got my com fixed. So elated. Nowadays, morning exam, afternoon cycling, night study. Zzz, so packed. First day working on Monday. Earned $21 in 1 hour with Denise. (: Was happy. Yea, will be working on sat & sun as exams are going on. Learnt to know more friends. Mohan, hanxiang, David, and co. Hmpf, mugging currently. Just finished Geography today. Yesterday did studied, but forgotten what is vulcanicity and how volcanoes are formed. Lost some marks just like this =/ Math Paper One, was not that difficult. But Mrs Seah said, 1E3 got lots of careless mistakes. -.- Don't know what to reply. Chinese & English paper done. Today's oral for English. Well prepared enough, hmmm. There's Listening compre, maths paper two, and science left. Tmr's Science! Shitttt! Tmr will be my nightmare dey. Sigh. I swear, i will meet up Huiling lollipop, Ruting sweetsweet, Ruchin heartie, & Agnes sweetie during june holidays! I miss them so much alrights! D: Sciencesciencescience! mugggggg.