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I'm Jesmine, 14 this year in bishan park sec.
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Monday, April 28, 2008Monday, April 28, 2008
Hellooo. Yea, everything my fault. Loving zhiyong is also my fault ok? Xinni wants to drag parents in now. When she aimed us with her pm in msn. Saying we bootlick Mr Sulaiman. Sulaiman is indeed a good coach, why bother to bootlick. He treats every of his trainee equally good . Haish, i donno what to say la. Yea, yea, everything's my fault(:
Monday, April 28, 2008
although i lost, it was a good experience. Enjoy the video, but i lost ): Train harder.
Monday, April 28, 2008
Hellooo. That time didnt have enough time to upload some videos. So i shall upload now. I fought with yolande. ): But in the dojo, there's no friendship, so i fought hard.I hope you guys enjoy watching these videos,
loveee.
Monday, April 28, 2008
Help me cans? I still love you, i need you. But i know you need her , its okay as long as you're happy (: SERIOUSLY. I know you only want her. I stopped thinking of you actually but today i went to a place which makes me reminds of you. Everything i do, is for you. That was in the past. ABCDEFG, means A Boy Can Do Everything For Girl. But this only meant to her. I will need to be strong. Big Girls Don't Cry Okayes! I wont cry for you again, i swear upon the sky :D Seriously, i meant what i say. I cant possibly cry everytime i sees you. So, i shall stop. & i really will. My concentration, Judo & Studies. But suck studies. ): Will try to focus back in studies (: Ruting sweetsweet! I misses you darn much alright! I rly hope to see you soon :) Ruchin heartie :DDD I misses you darn much too alryte! ): ♥ i love all of you okay ! HUT family ((: Agnes & Huiiliing too ~ All takecare! Study harddd for exam!
Monday, April 28, 2008
Since i've not uploaded pictures for longggg , i shall upload now. Cut my hair long ago. Standard procedure, because of judo (: Such a hassle to tie my hair when my rubber band dropped, thus cut it short. Suck studies. I'm just vexxed up but i'm happy to have judo as my cca :)
Sunday, April 27, 2008Sunday, April 27, 2008
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Hellos everybody ;D Starts posting again :) Well, today was a fun day actually. Won bronze. But i played with all boys ! All belts higher than me ): Never mind actually, quite a good experience for me :) Won only one match, but tried my best right? Yeas, Jesmine, tried her best. First match was laughing all the way, so didn't focus well. Yanfeng jiee also, never focus. We both treated the first match likee a game. But the rest of the matches, we began serious. Woahh , you cant imagine how serious am i ohs ;D Bhb awhile :) Khairul was the champion for that oldest division. We all felt happy for him though. Benny got bronze. Yanfeng also got bronze :) Gekling lost as her opponent knows what technique she's gonna used. Edwin? Sigh, not even fit to be a yellow belt, to be TRUE. I'm not humiliating him. I'm nowhere too. But at least i know what to do as a yellow belt. First year in judo, won 2 bronze. Woahh, jesmine is trying her best ;) Fought with all the way boys. There's one who i specifically adore. He's an excellent judo player. Whom i can really admit defeat to. I don't know his name. But i know he's an orange belt. He's strong in his age. I can see, so do my coach :) Was actually worried to disgraced Mr Sulaiman. Thus messaged him. Asked him whether if I've disgraced him for my performance today. Tears nearly drip. x: He said in a MSG " Nope, you fought hard. I'm proud to see the fighting spirit. We need to train more, but now study hard for exams. " Don't you think this is a perfect coach whom cared for his trainees? I agreed!!! After the whole event, went to simei. East mall to makan. Then mrt-ed to Pasir ris. Wanted to go red house. Woooo, its scary though its broad daylight X: Many people were looking at us, and we know that they are terrified of red house. They didn't dare to look back. Well, went to rent bicycles. Yanfeng, Benny and me cycled to the swamp. Woooots! Scary one manszx! Didn't went thoroughly in. Just saw the swamp and went back to our destination. Saw gekling crying down there alone. Edwin, you this pangs eh KIA. Don't ever let me catch you pangs eh-IN again. Got jieee & gorr , big fuck uh? Back-ups only ma. Aqua. Dare then come find me settle la. & xinni badmouthed Benny -.- lame la. that's ALL. Heysheys, tmr is English paper. Jesmine, do it :) Th way you do in judo (:
Saturday, April 26, 2008Saturday, April 26, 2008
HELLOOS:D Gonna sleep soon yeas. Tmr will be competition again =D After tmr's competition, there will be no more competition till july. The team event, i think wont be fighting. Only 2 players in each category can go. I think as usual, tiffany and amelia will go in ba. After tmr's competition, i swear to study :D Hmmm, some people dare stare dont dare say. Such a coward ohs, so sadd ): Ahahas, next time stare, then admit la!~ Dont need stare behind people's back de. Not fun one :D Want to stare, stare openly!~ I'm saying this to a girl. I'm saying this to Ho xinni. At least i dare to write the name out openly. Not like someone, dare blog but never put name. Why? Coward lohs. I'm helping my jiee to say de. Want stare then openly do it. Since you're the one who stare first. Anyway, staring is no crime (: Woahhh, is who say sarcastic things first huhs? Ohs, i think is you woahs. D: Hypocrite laes!~ So long never scold people in my own blog so OPENLY lohs. It shows what, means that im really angry this time round. Not happy i get bronze? Hmm, bps judo training will resumes in 16 may i think. If you think im such a loser fighting with yolande and got bronze. Why not have a randori with me? I'm absolutely fine with it manszx!~ I dont wish to scold anyone in my blog lohs, only polluting my blog. Sighhhh. Sorry guys, im really frustrated. Stare stare no wrong what ~ blog tmr.~ byeee. http://profiles.friendster.com/iloveyouuuuuuuuuuuuu ruting sweetsweet (:
Saturday, April 26, 2008
.Hellooo again. Yanfeng jie and gekling are currently in my house, was quite fun today. We cooked soup. tomyam soup with lots of ingredients inside. We didnt managed to finish them, ahahas, even gekling cant finished. Ahahas, we went to eat kfc, saw colin, yna, pravin, yiteng and yishan. Meals were paid by Gek Ling, lols, 24.30 bucks. Then also saw Tzeyan and her friends mugging. After we ate finished, was already so full. Then intend to go Junction 8 to eat fruits, cab there. What the hell~ We expected to eat only fruits, BUT. Gekling ate hokkien prawn noodles! & a bowl of desert! Its so unbelievablee yeas. Then me & jie ate one bowl of desert shared. Fruits for mee, and coke for jie. Once again, all paid by Ong Gek Ling. Ahahas, we didnt spent a cent till... After we ate finished, we went to the ntuc of j8. Finding cornflakes for tomorrow's breakfast. Didnt saw any, so we bused to thomson plaza. We went to the ntuc, we saw alot of things we liked. Last decision, we went to buy ingredients to cook in my house, and thus, we bought the following things, crabsticks, mushrooms, tomyam seasoning, eggs, lean meat, & cornflakes. We were sooo full! Ahahas, cab home to cook. then now we're watching the show of hebe. Ahahas, wanna vomit luh!
Friday, April 25, 2008Friday, April 25, 2008
APOLOGISED; useless.
HELLOOS. Sorry guys for not blogging yesterday. Was too tired to start a new post thus didnt. Well, i shall today. Nothing happens. Yesterday, Yanfeng & co went to NANYANG JUNIORCOLLEGE with me. Was our last trip there for judo trainings. Focused on groundwork yesterday. Koushi guruma, reverse and so on. Mr Yeo went there when we was training. All was caught in surprised and terribly horrified. :x As from what i heard, Mustaffa went nyjc to train instead of going to Mr Yeo's lesson. Oh my god. I also don't know what happened next, Mr Yeo was angry with us for skipping authorities. Well, we didn't know. Its not yanfeng's fault at all. We are merely anxious for the competition. Guys out there, dont go and tell your parents other information which is FALSE la. The mini-grappling judo competition is our own indivisuals. Its not regarding and concerning the SCHOOL. Get your facts right cans. Was fed up with some of those people yesterday. We were almost banned from the competition and had a tiff with Mr Yeo. It is INDIVISUAL. :D Ahahas, yesterday took the forms for the competition. I will be fighting in the division under 13. Which is from the 11th years old to 13 years old. Others will be fighting in the division under 17. Everybody who are joining the competition, good luck yeas. Well, don't underestimate the power of below 13 yrs old judokas. Some are strong so i've to beware. Today was my freefree day thus i STUDIED. Exams coming already, can't slack. If not, my exam results will also SLACKEN. Must work hardhard. Main concentration now is STUDIES & JUDO. Hope everyone pass with flying colours. Went to revise in the canteen after school, followed by going to find Ms Tan for literature stuff, then went to find Ms Tang in Mr Retnam's class. Studied 2 chapters. The latest chapter our class had learnt, which is chemistry. Elements, compounds, & mixtures. Was somehow difficult. But no choice, have to study it if i dont want to fail D: Then went eating at prime then followed by HOMESWEETHOME :D
Wednesday, April 23, 2008Wednesday, April 23, 2008
Oh ya! Today some of my friends and i went to gym in yiochukang. Ahahas, it was a experience for me. Well, i did trained my arm power and leg power. At least i got train okaay!! Shall blog again next time...
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
Was a fun yet tired day for me. Yesterday, went to train at budo academy and nyjc. Well, was a good experience for me though. I played with AES coach groundwork. She was a strong player. She let me gained experience as she is a black belt. Met natasha and lily. They are strong, i can see. I fought with the malaysian judo girl, which is a white belt. She tried to choke me and armlocks, well, we often said, malaysian judokas are indeed a good judo player. She defeated me, i admit. Mells, i think, the name of the AES Judo coach. I heard that my coach's speed is faster than her, hohohos. Since yesterday i went to budo academy to train, as well as nyjc. I went into the competition this coming sunday at budo academy. Well, its a groundwork competition, i told myself. If i cant win , at least try not to let my opponent have yippon so fast. I know that this coming sunday, i will have to fight with natasha or lily. OR maybe the both of them. I wont stand a chance if they rly playing w me. They're strong players. I admit. Yanfeng'bendanjie and me was scared, if we lost this coming sunday, we will disgrace our coach's name. Thus she msged coach. Coach replied two messages. The first one is " no worries " . The 2nd one is " Just fight " . He had no fears in anyone. (: I'm proud to be his student :DDD I will try to gain more experience this sunday. I will be going to nyjc tomorrow with judokas to train with nyjc judokas. I'm seriously proud to be one of the bpss judokas. x333 Well, tmr i will be training on groundwork basically as this coming sunday is a groundwork competition. Just try my best. I think im actually neglecting my studies for judo. But i just simply likes judo so much that im willing to just pass my exams. Well, im not going to think too much, but i promised, after this coming sunday, i will need to study for exams regardless lose or win .
Monday, April 21, 2008Monday, April 21, 2008
Gonna go to lavender later. To train with malaysia judokas. it will definately benefits me. judo is my life.
Monday, April 21, 2008
Hellos. Time to blog again. Not much time left actually. I will blog more later on. I didn't went school today. There's two reasons. I vomited when i first woke up. & secondly, i woke up late. Holy shit. Today having an art exam. Should be alright for me BA? Hey, i feel like doing a proper post. Let's start it now. Well, i just realised that all my posts are about JUDO? Laughs, what the hell is my father thinking?! Freak la! He doesn't allow me to go out. But i heard from yanfeng just now that there will be a judo competition held in lavender. The judo stadium. Natasha & lily from assumption English school may be there. Freak la! Anyway, yeahs, my blog is full of judo thingy. Ahas. Well, i might missed this competition. I might not. See later what happens. Hope that i can go. I've never seen before Natasha & lily. Hope to go later. How i wished. Among all my ccas' since young, judo is the most important cca in my heart. Well, i said in my post last time that i will post the results right? I shall post now (: Age group judo championship. C girls' Extra light 1st) Tiffany Koh from bps. 2ND) ON Hsuen Erh from hougang sec. 3rd) is me (: from bps. C boys' Extra light 1st) zhiyong from bps 2Nd) EnWei from bps 3rd) Zhihao & Jonas from bps. Ahahas. That's all i know & well. Weichiang got bronze. Junxian got bronze. Xiaoyuan got bronze. Nadira got bronze. I've got bronze. Mona got bronze. Fanny got bronze. Zhihao got bronze. Jonas got bronze. & finally, 2 gold medalists (: Tiffany got gold for extra light girls' Zhiyong got gold for extra light boys' CONGRATS For those who got medals. Those who didn't get, try harder next time. No more slacking. Well, i can see that our school judokas, are trying very hard. I believe we can have more medals next time. Train harder after mid-year examinations. Score high~!
Monday, April 21, 2008
I've won bronze for age group. Seriously, admit tht i was quite yaya when i got into semi-finals. Thought i can win. I was wrong, im only a junior ya. Yaya doesn't gets me anywhere. Well, bronze is a good start for juniors, i think. I will try to train harder as i often slacked during trainings. I promised to my mummy, after this competition, i will study hard till exams are over. Judo is really my life. I've won yolande nuer from my sch, raffles girls' and lost to hougang sec, ong hsuen erh. she was quite a strong player well. I thought she's only a sec one. Hmm, i was wrong. She's a sec2. Tht's why i lost bahs. lacked of experience. nvm , train harder next time.. I almost wanted to give up on judo till i heard coach shouting to me not to give up. Judo lets me learn abt perserverance yahs. Mr sulaiman , thanks for coaching me <3 If not, i think i would have surrendered to the opponent. But i wont ever do that. (:
Monday, April 21, 2008
This is my first competition in judo. Yet, i got bronze. Although didn't went into finals. My opponent of this is raffles girls' school. I won by yippon. <3
Friday, April 18, 2008Friday, April 18, 2008
Getting nervous and MORE nervous. iloveyoubutyoudontloveme. I dont want to talk abt this alr. I've never fall in love with smeone so deeply and whatsmore, you hurt me... but i still dont careee.. nvm, competition's tmr!!! Im so excited... I wanna get medal back! Hope i can win. Just hope everything's alright tmrw. Well , going to buy yellow belt with judokas later on. After we buy, some may come to my house for studying while some wanna play audition. lols. tmr will be the day that might determines me to be a captain or not. but i think the greatest chance to become a captain, maybe xinni or fanny. who knows there's a miracle? hmm, let's just wait and see. tmr will be the day. the very first judo competition. will definitely post out the results. coach told us tht there will be loads more schools joining. lets see. but i will definitely try my best in the dojo without giving up aNY HOPE.
Friday, April 18, 2008
Nothing serious happens today. Days still goes on as usual. Well, every mondays, wednesdays & fridays are my favourite days. You guys know why? Cos i have judo training every mondays, wednesdays and fridays! I've been used to hotness. Th moment i wear my gi, i feel so shiok. Its very cool... Ahahas, one more day left to competition. As i've told u guys. Its on the sunday. I think starts from 9. 8am weigh in if im not wrong. den do abit of warm up. well, i really hope i can win. i rly hope to get at least a bronze. if i cant, well, i cant blame myself cos im just a beginner. a intermediate yellow belt. beginner of yellow belt. who knows when i've got into the dojo, when the referee shout " hajimek " , th opponent just grab and throw. then ippon. i lost. i really hope to win my very first match, nobody actually understands my feeling.. dont you guys think its cool to win a medal & other schools remember your name?! its soooo cool. i just cant imagine. alrights, i just try my best in the dojo w/o giving up and i hope tht day will get me a medal. just hope so. i will post out the results on my blog on sunday. BPS Judokas, make BPS proud <3>
Thursday, April 17, 2008Thursday, April 17, 2008
Day goes on as usual ;D Nothing serious happens today well :D As time passes, im more rooted to the ground and more butterflies in my stomach! How i wish i can get a medal for age group. I bet some of you dont know what's age group. Well, its a judo inter-school age group competition. its according to our weight category. If i'm not wrg, i should be either in the extra-light or light weight. Most probably extra-light. Hmm, heard from seniors girls that are extra-light from other schools are strong. Well, in my opinion, i hope i wouldn't have meet nanyang girls' , raffles girls' and assumption english. I hope my bout number is not that bad. God bless me please !~ Well, judo is fun (: We can throw people without afraiding that person might get hurt cos they know breakfalls (: Well, i expect age group to be harder than nationals last month. Hmm, who knows? Let's see. I will post the results of bps in my blog on sunday night. As 20th april, which is the sunday is the competition. I hope more get medals! :D BPS Judokas goodluck<3> Waa, nowadays got two focuses. Judo & Studies (: Jesmine jiayou! Ahahas, i know its lame but i need to build up my competition. Although i didn't expect myself to get medal on this sunday, i will try my utmost effort on it once im on the dojo. if i dont win, i definitely will cry but i've ready tried my best. well, talk too much of these ALSO no use. Let's wait for the results on sunday;;
Wednesday, April 16, 2008Wednesday, April 16, 2008
BPS Judokas united as one (:
Hellos everybody (: Long time never blog already, now i've passed my grading to the 5th kyu! I'm so happy! Ahahas, yellow belt <3 No more white belts (: This sunday competition coming already ! :D Excited lohs. I hope i can have a medal ;x nowadays busying with lots of projects and school work. Exams are around the corner & i shall be a guaiguai kid staying at home. Now my biggest concentration is on JUDO & STUDIES ;D I've got my new com so i will be back.in.action (: Yolande & Jazreel are coming to my house tomorrow to do LITERATURE project. Ahahas, blog again tomorrow! BYE! |